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POV || Maloure Eros Benzi || Meezy Monday || 9:38 am
It's so much on my mind right now it don't make no sense
My schedule hella pack fa today
I walked downstairs to get me some cereal
All hands down captain crunch, fruity pebbles, and fruit loops the best cereal
I grabbed a box of captain crunch pouring the cereal into a bowl thinking this finna be bust
Before i started to pour the milk i heard a knock at the door
I grabbed my pole from under the kitchen counter taking it off safety and eased up to the door checking the window next to it, it's homegirl from taco bell
"Girl you almost got blasted on" i opened the door before putting my pole on safety
"Damn my bad, is it ok for me to come in i wanna talk about something ?"
"Yea" i opened the door wider so she can come in
"Wow your house is nice i like it, it looks good for only a male living here"
"Well damn what you thought it looked like"
"Messy but it looks good" she nodded her head
"So what did you wanna talk to me about" i said before i finished making my cereal
She placed her hands on her belly rubbing it "meezy this your-"
"Aht how you know?, cause ain't no way"
"Yes it is meezy, you and ice the only two people i been wit since then"
"Who the fuck is ice?" i asked scooping my cereal
"My ex remember when you and him first met when i left him for you"
"Na"
"Well you know him and knowing him is not the point of me being here right now the baby is"
"Bruh how do you know it's mine"
"Because i just do"
"Na i need to know how if you can't tell me how then youn need to be in here"
"Omg i always fucked him wit a condom on, i never let tha nigga nut in me... only you"
i caught a flashback to when we were having sex and she was riding me and i was about to cum n she wouldn't move but i pushed her off me but i guess i was too late
"How many months ago since we been together?" i asked
"Six months"
I looked at her belly
seem like her belly a li big for six months
I huffed "ight mane whatchu want me to do?"
"I would like it if you come to my appointments"
"When is that?"
"Every tuesday and wednesday at ten thirty"
"Did you find out the gender of the baby?"
"No i wanted to wait to talk to you"
"It's that all?"
"I wanna talk to you about something else"
"Na you good you can go" i said knowing exactly what's she talm bout, i already forgave her there's no need to bring this shit up again
"Are you serious meezy? i'm tryna have a conversation with you that we should've had months ago"
"You right this been should've happened months ago so why now"
"I didn't have the guts to sit in your face and apologize because that was so wrong of me to do"
She got up from the bar stool and walked over to me "i'm very very sorry how i did you, you was good to me, you did everything i wanted to do, you payed attention to me, you cared for me, you loved me like no one else and i fucked that up because of what i did . Yea i fucked you over but i never wanted that to happen . I knew you loved me too much after that incident i never for gave my self . I took yo homie that was like yo brother away from you forever-"
i instantly caught flashbacks to when i caught her fucking my ole homie who i grew up wit and been my brother since we was kids... after i caught them having sex ian speak to both of em at all . i was so shocked from what i seen, ian think my forever homie would cross me like that, wit my girl too like wow... she was the first girl i actually cared for but she wasn't the girl who wanted to ride wit me or for me . he was dead to me . a couple days later i heard that he was shot up 15 times in the chest outside the jiffy (the corner store) ian want em to die cause that was my patna but i guess he had what was coming for em
"I'm forever sorry and i mean that from the bottom of my heart but you will always be my lover and friend" she tried to kiss my cheek but i backed away
"Na ion give a fuck bout nunna dat about what you just said"
A tear fell from her eye "alright well you got my number i'll text you when i'm going to appointments"
Ian say anything i just walked her to the door
"I want a DNA test after the baby born"
Ian even give her the chance to answer i just closed my door
