Falling for you ( Noah Schnapp x Reader)

The Meeting...

Jules POV

Noah did as he was told and left for a few hours. I silently waited for the dreaded moment where my enemy will come through the door. I heard the handle turn. Not looking at the door I waited for him to say something.

"Hi." He said blankly.

"Hey." I replied trying not to let the tears I was holding back fall.

"How long is he out?"

"You have 3 hours. Start talking."

"Okay so... I know I was a dick in the past but as soon as you came on set I realised I still love you and I never really stopped. I know it was my fault your brother committed suicide and I'm really sorry. Like super sorry. I know your with Noah but i really really love you. You never have to forgive me but I miss you. You can be mad at me just give me a second chance please?" He said.

"Oh my god. First of all, your damn right I'm mad. Second, you can't just expect me to let you back in. I'm over you. I'm so done. I don't care anymore. All I have is my dad." I started crying. He walked over and hugged me. "After Georgie, my mom died and then my brother. It's not easy for me. When will you understand that?! You come into my hospital room and give me this speech but what I'm wondering is would you still be here talking to me if I wasn't dying?! Don't you dare lie to me and tell me you would because I KNOW YOU FINN! AND YOUR A DICK!"

"You know what? Fine. I'm trying to make this work. But it's okay. Whatever."

"What exactly is 'this' that your trying to make work?"

"Us."

"There is no us!"

"I bet your just using Noah."

"Get out of my room."

"What?"

"GET OUT OF MY GOD DAMN ROOM!!!" I yelled. He stood there for a bit and then left. As soon as he left Noah came running in.

"Baby is everything alright? I got a call saying there was yelling coming from your room. Why was Finn here?" Noah said hugging me.

"I haven't been completely honest...."

"It's okay baby..."

"No it's not okay! I'm just a lying bitch!" I yelled. "Me and Finn have history! Okay? We were so madly in love! And then he had to go fuck it up as always! And I kept trying to pull him back to me! And he always came. He just never stayed. He was the reason my brother died and he's the reason I almost did!"

"I don't care!! I love you anyway!! I always will..." He held my hand.

"I know. I love you too." He kissed me and I pushed him away. "Get the nurse." I said.

"What?"

"Get the nurse!" I said louder. He ran out and got the nurse and right as they ran in, the world was out of view. And so began my deep sleep.

~DREAM~

There I was. In my mother's room. Dad insisted we keep the room the same. Her bed was made and I looked at the picture on her wall. Me and Georgie. I watched as my dad walked into the room. He mustn't be able to see me. I don't even think this is a dream! I think it's me watching my dad. He opened her draw and took out a piece of paper and read it. He was crying. I read the top.

Suicide note...

~End~

Noah's POV

Jules shot upright in bed.

"We have to go." She said.

"The doctors said we could leave whenever... as long as you have your pills."

"WE HAVE TO GO NOW!!"

"Okay!" I packed up my stuff and ran after her. She got in the drivers seat. "Shouldn't I drive?"

"You don't know where I need to be." She replied blankly. I watched as she started the car and was speeding down the road.

"How far?" I asked.

"Mmmm 5 minutes?" She said back.

"Where are we going?!"

"To my house." Five minutes later she parked the car and ran out. I followed. She knocked on the door and someone opened up that must have been her dad.

"Hey sweetie!" He said.

"Yeah, Hey. Did you lie to me?"

"About what?"

"I had this weird dream. I don't even think it was a dream! I'm pretty sure I was just watching what you were doing." She stormed up the staircase and into a bedroom. I followed. The bedroom was neat and covered in yellow. I assumed it was her mother's. She opened a draw.

"DON'T OPEN THAT!!" He dad yelled. She didn't stop.

"Hmmm. What's this, dad." She asked and he stared at the ground. She slowly opened it. I sat next to her on the bed and read through it.

Suicide note...

I hope this finds you well. I'm sorry it came to this. You know after all these years I never loved any of you less. You've always been the shining stars in my darkness. If your wondering why I did this it's because no matter how hard I try, no matter how many people I paid, hospitals I've been to, no one could make my Georgie better. When Dylan got depression, he started cutting himself. That's two of my children gone. Please don't tell Jules about this... maybe tell her I died of a fever. She's to young. Give her the present on her 18th birthday please. Tell her I never stopped loving her. Love you,

Brittany.

I put my arms around my crying girlfriend. She shook them off.

"Why would you like to me..." she whispered. Her dad stayed silent.

"WHY WOULD YOU LIE TO ME?!?! I COULD HAVE HANDLED THE TRUTH BUT NOOO YOU JUST HAD TO LIE!! I THINK I DESERVED TO KNOW!! IM 17 ALMOST 18 AND I DIDN'T KNOW?!" She screamed.

"We were gonna tell you on your 18th birthday..." He said quietly.

"Oh yeah, who's we dad? Georgie? Dylan? Mom? Which one of my dead family members was gonna break the news?!"

"Me and Dylan..."

"Dylan's gone!!!"

"I know! You think it's easy for me?! I hated keeping this from you! Every day I would wish I could tell you but then I remembered your mother didn't want me to!" He yelled and Jules sprinted out of the house. I thought she's probably going to wait in the car so I figured I'd talk with her dad.

"Just give her some time... I know it doesn't seem like it right now but soon she will see that you only did that because it's what Brittany wanted. She will forgive you. I promise." I said to him.

"You know, Brittany used to say that when Jules grew up, she would star as someone in a hit tv show. Look at her now. Be careful with her please. She's told me a lot about you. But still. Be careful."

"Always." I whispered. He looked out the window.

"Noah... Jules is gone!"

Hey lovely's!
Hope you are enjoying it so far! I like it a lot! Next chapter will be interesting. Finn is gonna come back.
Love you guys 😘