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as I lay in the bed after my workout I look at all of the comments from my last performance where jimin and I officially stated that we were dating and most of them were horrible comments like 'she doesn't deserve him' or 'wow I never thought jimin would date such an ugly girl' and after that they started to get better and I read 'I hope you guys are happy' or 'wow she is so pretty and talented she fits for our jimin well' and I smile at the nice comments but those negative comments kinda got to me so I went to the studio to dance it out.

when I got there no one was there so I figured they already left but it's ok because I wanted to be alone right now anyway. I placed my watter down and plugged my phone in the speaker to start the music.

when I was done dancing I decided to dance to other dances till I was tired and I ended up dancing to a different version of earned it and I think it came out good

after that I decided to work out and go to the gym and so I did. when I got there I started to work out hardcore and when I stopped I got really dizzy so I sat down and drank some water. I decided to go back to the dorm since it was around 4am and I had to get up in like 4 hours.

once I arrived at the dorm everyone looked worried "what happened guys why do you guys look worried?" I asked "omg y/n where were you?" jimin asks and ran to me to hug me "I went to the company to dance and then went to go work out at the gym why?" I tell them and they sighed in relief "you could have let us know you were going to be out late so we wouldn't worry" jimin said "babe I texted you" he added "you did?" I ask myself and look at my phone "omg I have 20 messages and 30 missed calls from jimin and you guys, im so sorry I put my phone in my bag while I was working out" I told them and hugged them all "why were you out working out anyway?" kookie asks "oh um... I was bored and I had already made an entir new dance so I figured to just go work out" I say.

"well next time please tell us babe" jimin says "I will" I reply and kiss his cheek "good now lets go to bed huh?" he says "yeah im exhausted" I say "good night everyone" I say and I have jimin carry me to his room "your tired aren't you?" he ask me "yeah im very tired" i yawn and jimin lays me on the bed "baby whats really wrong hm?" he ask and I look at him, I give him my phone and show him all the nasty comments "aww baby don't listen to them ok you are beautiful and you do belong with me ok, i love you so much" he says and kissed me on my forehead "I love you too chimmy" I say and cuddle up to him and fall asleep.

when I wake up I realize I didn't get enough sleep but I have to get up and get ready for everything I have to do today. once I got up I went to go make coffee and breakfast and decided before I leave I should make breakfast for everyone, so I did. when I was done I left a note saying that I had to go and don't know when ill be back.


(time skip)

it was around 5 in the morning when I finally got back to the dorm but I had to write new music for a new album so I was up all night and morning trying to write lyrics and compose at least one song I got a melody but no lyrics I had to leave again around 7am to go back to the company and then go to a fan signing then go work on choreograph with my dance teacher then go back to the dorm to write lyrics "ahhh!!!"I scream into my hand after I hit my head on the desk and I didn't want to wake up anyone so I bit my hand.

A few hours later I have to leave to the building for a meeting about my next concert and that took 1 1/2 hours and then it was to the fan signing when they were doing my hair and makeup I got at least 30 minutes of sleep and then I drank coffee to wake myself up and went to the signing. "hello y/n you are so pretty" a male fan said "oh thank you so much" I say and make small talk with everyone till a female fan comes up "so this is y/n huh?" she says and I look at her confused "hello and your name is?" I stay polite to the girl "you do know that some army don't approve of your relationship with jimin" she says and I look at her "oh is that so?" I stay polite so there wasn't a scene "why would he even date a girl like you anyway what's so special about you?" she asks and I just smile and the next person comes up "you know she was wrong right" a female says and I look up about to cry but I stay strong "you are a great fit for our jimin y/n" she says and I smile at her even though it wasn't genuine.

I got a few bad females and a couple males but I kept strong and went to the company to learn new dances even tho I don't have lyrics yet they say its better that way to learn something new and then see what we can do with the moves.

after roughly 4 hours Im finally done and I can already feel that im tired but I can't go to sleep because I have to compose more music and then I have to be ready by 6am and go to the company again to have more meetings and more choreography and then back to the dorm to write again. I look at the clock and see it's 3 in the morning and I have three hours to get at least one song down.

when I get into the dorm the boy are all watching a movie and look my way "hey y/n where have you been these past days?" rm asks "working and now I have to do more work so if you need me ill be in the studio" I say and leave to the studio

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