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Tord's POV

"It hurts doesn't it..?"

"Feeling useless"

"Like you can't do anything... Because your scared.."

"Haha using the ones you love... To fool you..."

"To scare you.. To make you behave..."

"Scared that they'd... Hurt them... If you didn't do what they wanted.."

"You don't know how it feels..." He said clearly hating my "pity"

This wasn't pity. This was real

"Haha..." I laughed brokenly "Maybe I don't.."

"But I do know how it feels to..."

"Be hurt... By the one I love... To be controlled..."

"Only because of how... Foolish I was..."

"I was just to blind to realize it"

"I just want him to be happy..!"

"Even if I'm not..."

"So... Haha..."

"It doesn't matter..."

"ɨ̴̨̨̣̦̰̱̲̞͖͕̰̰̟̥̳̹̺̟͖͇̦̞̽̔̽͛̈́͌̈́̎͑̈́̾̆̐́͗ͅ'̴̨̡̨̛̰̘͚͍͈̱͉͉͎̦̲͎̜̹̦͓̙͖̗̼͓̙̙̹̪̝͖̤̝̤̱̱̺͐̒̀̔̏̈́̂̍̒̆̕̕͜͜ͅͅʍ̷̨̡̛͎͙̹̘̥̘̯̳̣͚̼͕͍͇̋͌̂̈̾̋̍̊̐̀̐̒͆̆̀͒͒̈̎͗̓̀͋̀͐͂̄̏̈́́̈́̓͌̀̽̒͐͒̂͛̓̏̿͂̊̽̎͗̕͠͝͠͝͠ ̴̢̨̧̨̛̛̺̣̝̭̗̤̙̬̫͕̰̼̝̩̝̈́́̇̓́̽͊̀̓̏̄̑̈̄̄̄̅̏̽̈́͌͘̕͘̕͘͜͝͝͝ͅͅɖ̷̡̨̛̳̗̮͇̫̼͇̙͚̻̻͓̻͎̦̞̤̲̗̻̝̞̫̈́̈́̈́̓̏͂͋̀̑͐̅͠ͅ ̴̻̦̩̘̙͛͆̀̈́̒͑̈̈́̆̆̒̊̅͋̒̓̀̀̒̍̽̇̂͗̀̄̐̒̅̓͛͛́̌͛͑̾̀̕̚̚͘͘͠͝͝ͅͅɛ̷̡̹̙̪̦͕͚͙͉̜̲͙͍͖̺̤̘͙̱̺͎͉͕̜̻͈̤̤̖̊̓̑́̏̍͜͜͠ͅ ̵̢̘͈͚͖̰̻̱̻̳̜͍̫̣̝̰͎́̐̂͆̈́̿͌̾̇̿͗̌͋̐̈́̓̉͒̔̍̃̓̔͒̏̈̑̃̽̓̒͒̆̾͐̂̃͌̈́̕͘̕͜͝͠͝͠͠ͅǟ̶̧̢͙͕̩̰̬̣͔͇̠̫͖̟̯͇̤̰͕̤̮̰̠̮̠̥͉͇̯̯͚̞̪̙̻͖̪͇̪̜̜̲͖̭̭̳̟͕̹̊̐̃̂̆̋͗͊̀͛̈̒͆͗͐́̃͐̾̍͊̚͜͜ͅ ̴̢̢̢̧̼̦̫̝̖̣̖͓̙̗̥̠͓̰͇͖̰̬̲̯̺̠͕̩̬̘̞̹͈̳̮̙̆̆͐̂͌̓̄̐͂̐̑̈́̆͝ԃ̷̨̡̡̨̢͉̥̞͎͈̯̻̰̹͈͔̬̥̝̥̫̥̫͎̲̳͙̣͇̦͍̬̈́̍̀͊͌͌̾̒̃̋̆̓"

"Haha... What a great thing..!"

"Right..?"

"I'm not really here..!"

"You've just gone crazy!"

"It hurts right..?"

"It's what he wanted anyways..."

"It's what... You wanted... Right..?"

"You told me yourself..."

"Are you happier..? Did I satisfy you enough..?"

"I did what you asked... I gave you what you wished for..."

"Do you regret it..?"

"Surely you don't..."

"I was just stupid"

"Stupid enough to believe such lies..."

"Lies I wish were real... Lies that hurt... Lies that broke me..."

"I just wanted to know the truth... But the truth hurts... It always does..."

"Lies that you..."

"Loved me too"

"Haha... How foolish of me to believe it..."

"People say they've been through the worst..! But they've never been through a heartbreak"

"The one thing that can hurt you in many ways..!"

"Physically, mentally and emotionally..!"

"Ah... What greatness that does right..?"

"So many lost souls..."

"So many broken people..."

"And I'm one of them!"

"I'm just ɖ̷̡̨̛̳̗̮͇̫̼͇̙͚̻̻͓̻͎̦̞̤̲̗̻̝̞̫̈́̈́̈́̓̏͂͋̀̑͐̅͠ͅ ̴̻̦̩̘̙͛͆̀̈́̒͑̈̈́̆̆̒̊̅͋̒̓̀̀̒̍̽̇̂͗̀̄̐̒̅̓͛͛́̌͛͑̾̀̕̚̚͘͘͠͝͝ͅͅɛ̷̡̹̙̪̦͕͚͙͉̜̲͙͍͖̺̤̘͙̱̺͎͉͕̜̻͈̤̤̖̊̓̑́̏̍͜͜͠ͅ ̵̢̘͈͚͖̰̻̱̻̳̜͍̫̣̝̰͎́̐̂͆̈́̿͌̾̇̿͗̌͋̐̈́̓̉͒̔̍̃̓̔͒̏̈̑̃̽̓̒͒̆̾͐̂̃͌̈́̕͘̕͜͝͠͝͠͠ͅǟ̶̧̢͙͕̩̰̬̣͔͇̠̫͖̟̯͇̤̰͕̤̮̰̠̮̠̥͉͇̯̯͚̞̪̙̻͖̪͇̪̜̜̲͖̭̭̳̟͕̹̊̐̃̂̆̋͗͊̀͛̈̒͆͗͐́̃͐̾̍͊̚͜͜ͅ ̴̢̢̢̧̼̦̫̝̖̣̖͓̙̗̥̠͓̰͇͖̰̬̲̯̺̠͕̩̬̘̞̹͈̳̮̙̆̆͐̂͌̓̄̐͂̐̑̈́̆͝ԃ̷̨̡̡̨̢͉̥̞͎͈̯̻̰̹͈͔̬̥̝̥̫̥̫͎̲̳͙̣͇̦͍̬̈́̍̀͊͌͌̾̒̃̋̆̓.. I don't mean anything .. Not anymore at least"

"Haha..."

"You got what you wanted..."

"I hope you're happy... Because I am... I know you're happy..! So I am happy too!"

"Be happy..."

"Smile"

"Now that I'm gone..! You finally can without faking!"

"Isn't that just awesome...!?"

"No need to hear me anymore... No need to see me..."

"You can actually be happy for once!"

I sighed "Well... I should go... You probably don't want me here anymore..."

"Haha... I guess this is it..."

"Goodbye... Thomas..."