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AND PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME.
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HOPE YOU ENJOY MY FIRST EVER STORY!
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Sabi nila, 'pag tumingin ka sa mata ng taong gusto mo, mahuhulog ka.
Magiging marupok ka. Yung tipong hindi mo kayang mawala siya sa paningin mo.
Buti nga sa mga nafafall, sobrang carefree.
Ang tanong, sinalo ka ba?
Kaya ka ba nyang mahalin pabalik?
Buti pa sa mga ibang may karelasyon, e .
They can't afford to lose the one they love and to spend their whole life together.
But why did he just let me go and set me free when he knows that I loved him the most?
But duh, I didn't fall for him that easy and i admit, he's handsome, and a bit....
pilyo.
Well, his name is Cyan Jiovlex Lim.
Call him Cio(Siyo), Alex ,Cyji(SaiJi),Cyan(Siyan),CiJe(Sijiye) or CJ for short.
Oh yes, handsome.
He's got dark-brown piercing eyes that makes every woman fall for him; thick brows that express emotions too well, and a smile that lights up the whole world. I admit, he has that attitude. Ang sungit sungit, he even glares at people. Well, I am always fed up with him, especially when we were still together.
Sa'kin lang yan lumambot e. Kasi, kahit na marami syang naging flings, ako yung nagustuhan niya, at ako tong mokong na marupok, ayun. Nafall din.
But what if, you LIKED each other.
You WERE in a mutual understanding.
And, something is strange because you DIDN'T really feel secureness and the "Love-Like" relationship.
Well for me, one thing is really wrong.
You both lack TRUST with each other.
That's why we broke up, and he's a total JERK.
And it was hard to keep up with him, kasi... you have the label and everything, but you don't feel like it.
You don't feel like you're being loved. That for you, it just feels like you're friends, some sort of an acquaintance. A friend that you only call when you need-- a friend of convenience.
That it feels like, you have the label, then that's it.
Well, in other words, we're just both......infatuated.
What's the point of this relationship when there isn't any love? trust?
that's why I broke up with him.
What I do not understand right now is that, why can't he set me free? Why does he keep on pestering me? Ito ba ang kapalit ng pagmamahal ko sa kaniya na hindi man lang niya nasuklian? Sa tingin ba niya, ayos lang lahat? Na pwede ako paglaruan kahit kailan niya gustuhin?
Why can't destiny let me go from the pain and memories that were vanished from my mind already?
Why can't it be?
I believed once, that when we part our ways, our lives would be better and ourselves too.
But...
It looks like my life had been incomplete for the past months.. or even a year,
Because i thought that maybe i STILL had feelings for him even though we parted ways.
I thought it was okay,
I thought i was fine.
But my heart and soul WASN'T.
And I couldn't do anything to forget him, because he was my first love, but he made me cry, he made me anxious and he broke my heart the most.
Because they say, that's normal when you had many memories togethe
It was really hard because,
he was all of my firsts.
I am Avielle Zion Melendrez. Viel, Elle, Avi, Zion, Vynne, Aveen, AZ for short.
I am just a wrecked brokenhearted woman who fell out of love with my EX,
and turns out to be my fiancé.
And this is my story that can't even be described.
Hello everyone! I am revising my story as of now since this book was published by me 3 years ago. Woah, ang tagal na pala 'non. Grabe growth ng character ko keme, pero kidding aside, i missed Wattpad so much. And yes, I AM BACK!
Thank you very much for my precious readers, na binasa 'to even before revisions took place. I hope you appreciate my story, and hope to publish more chapters soon! - sol :)
