Sometimes in life you worry too much. For your future, what you did in the past and for all the decisions you made and you will make. But, don't you wonder? Your loosing yourself. You worry too much. Your afraid to take a risk and just play safe. It's fun if you did a mistake. It's part of growing up but, I guess we have different preference. You didn't notice that your loosing your present if keep looking in the past and keep worrying in the future. You might loose your future as well.