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chapter seven ☆

．！~•°☆¿¡．！~•°　ジチ行
warnings: suicide

this was it. it was coming to an end. her life was coming to an end. her kismet. she couldn't take it no more as she repressed back the tears but they were too powerful. she tried to controvert that this was how it's gonna all end for her, she wanted to keep living on and put on her coruscating smile and how her eyes were so refulgent back then but she knew those were long gone, telling herself that it will get better but in this dastardly reality it won't. those memories kept flashing in her brain of lucille touching her pale body, his body rubbing against her as she implored him to stop. he took her everything, her childhood, her righteousness and chastity and lastly, he took her own life away and threw it in the bin like it was a banana peel. maesly wanted to fight back but she couldn't, there was so much reasons why, for instance if she even tried to struggle then he would chastise her so badly that she will end up in a hospital so here she is writing her final adieus on a piece of wafer-thin paper to her mother;

dear mom-

i know you will probably be heartbroken after this but it must be done, i struggled for too long in this sick, demented world that i have to resort into doing this. i never knew it would end like this...i imagined me in my future getting graduated, getting my diploma, getting married, having children but who will want a freak like me? but that's not the point for now, what i'm trying to get the message out is that i love you dearly, you were always there for me and i appreciate that alot...yes we had some fights but who doesn't? so mom please don't grieve for too long cause i'm doing this for myself to escape from this world. all i'm gonna say is that i'm in a better place now and i love you so much, mom. i'm sorry it had to go down like this. goodbye.  
                                           your worthless
                                      daughter maesly-

once she was done, she placed the paper and the pencil down on the counter then she got up and walked up to the ligneous stool and stood on it. she took very searing breaths as she took the noose, putting it on her neck while tears incontinently dribbled down her cheeks then she smiled lightly as she vaguely whispered "i'm finally free." then kicking the stool away making the teenage girl's burdens all go away.

hope you enjoyed chapter seven; the finale ☆

authors note: // that was really sad :(