"Rich Gang! Milk Marie she got pretty p**** call her pinky cuz a nigga fell inlove with herrr. I got a thang for her she got a thang for me..." My alarm blared. I rolled over and turned it off. Then turned back over to see my boyfriend Shawn sleeping with his arms wrapped tightly around me. As if he were protecting me while he was sleeping.
I kissed him deeply and started to suck and lick on his lips. He woke up smiling like i thought. He kissed back and got ontop of me and said "Didnt you get enough lastnight?" I laughed at him. I love teasing him and pushed him off me. Its funny because weve never done anything as far as like sex and it makes him even more of a hornball.lol. Guys.As i got up i said "You havent touched this yet. Tryna be slick boy." As i walked into my bathroom.
I stripped down and then took my shower. Then i walked out of the bathroom with my towel secured on my body. I walked into my walk in closet to find a outfit for today. "Baby?" Shawn called up from downstairs.
Yes?
Shawn-"You have alot to do today ma hurry up and get dressed" he said sounding kind of disappointed as he walked into our room and sat on the bed.
I walked over to him and sat down on his lap and kissed him softly.
"Shawn Whats wrong?" I asked with a concerned look.
Shawn just looks at me then looks down and starts to shake his legs fast. He was making me bounce so i got up. As i stood there with my arms folded he looked at me and just stared.
"Fine. Dont tell me." Before i could walk back to my closet he pulled me back into his lap. "Jadah i miss you...we havent had any time together in a while." He stared in my eyes. I looked away and got up "I cant control that" a tear rolled down my cheek as i got my clothes and finally got dressed. I wore an emoji half shirt, with matching joggers and some black guccis. I straightened my hair and put it in a tight bun. Applied my makeup and headed for the door. With my keys and phone in hand
I told Shawn i loved him and id see him later he said nothing.
To be completely honest, I'm kind of having a break down as i drive to my interview. Me and Shawn had been together since we met on the set of Shakee It Up. Hes a big time choreographer now. But...i love him. We've been through so much and hes one of my priorities. I need to put him first. Hes all i have. Other than my brother and sister
But theyre hardly around. But i need him. Hes part of why im here where i am and i havent shown him how much i appreciate him or anything. ....Break time. I going to take a break from work if possible. My baby deserves sometime with me.
This fame shit really did interfere with my own personal life. After my long day i went home and wrote. I was really in my zone. Im working on a new song called "Dont Need Yall"
"I remember when I wasnt this big,
And now yall wanna act like yall helped me get here,
Oh now everybody wanna love me now,
Tried to knock me down when im strong,
Did all this on my own,
Aint got no time for new friends so now just leave me alone,
I dont need yall anyway. I dont need yall anyway."
Then another verse came to my mind and i wrote it down. It read" You werent here when i was down so you
Wont be here when im up"
As i finished writing Shawn came and took my notepad and computer away. He put it somewhere then kissed my neck while rubbing my thigh. I got nervous because i thought he was upset with me and might ...hurt me...or something. But he wasnt. He just rubbed my thighs with his rough yet soft hands making me moist. I know he can feel it because hes smirking real hard. "Shawn stop im tired" i said yawning and laughing. "But ma i want you so bad" he said pouting "awww poor baby has to wait i love you Shawn " i kissed his cheek and pecked his lips then layed down and drifted off to sleep. Its been a long day.
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~Songs
■Dont need yall by Iggy Azalea
■Milk Marie by Rich Gang
Photocred
~Shawn :: @rape_my_shit on Instagram
~Cover:: Tinashe her instagram is @tinashenow
~Jadah :: unknown
