i come downstairs to see everyone staring at me , all the guys coming walking over to me asking me if i was okay . " sorry y/n . " alvaro says . " it's fine , it wasn't your fault . " mattia pushes his way to me and grabs my hand and leads me back upstairs . " what the fuck ! " i yank my hand away . " your staying in here . " he gently pushes me into his room . " what , why ? " i cross my arms . " i'm not risking what happened to you tonight . " i sit down on his bed and he sits next to me . " since when do you care ? " mattia stays quiet . " you never answer me ! " i say sounding annoyed . " first you act like you hate me and shit and now , you start to care for me ? make up your mind . " ( bipolar shiiii ) " and i thought i was a problem huh ? goddamn it mattia ! " " enough ! " he yells . i was shocked . " if you fucking knew the reason , you would understand ! " he gets up . " well if you told me , i would have understood ! why are you so goddamn difficult ! " i scream back . " he grabs me by my neck and pushes me against the wall and breathes heavily in my face . " i'm difficult ! says the one who almost fucking got into hector's trap if it weren't for me ! i even told you to stay in your place and the difficult person you are , you had to come . hector is not going to stop now . " he pushes my neck a bit harder choking me . i grab his hand and remove it aggressively from my neck . i take a bg deep breathe and let it out staring into mattia's eyes . " stay here now . " he sternly says and leaves slamming the door shut .
