Secret Desire's

Get to know Layla

Hi, I'm Layla. My life has been an emotional roller coaster with my body, love life, and of course my co-workers. I just got out of a relationship and of course, I got the bad end of the stick because my boyfriend cheated on me, yeah I know you might say, girl, you don't need him but the bad thing is I do.                                                                 

I was in love with him; I felt like he was the one for me, he accepted me for who I am how can I ever find a man like that; how can I ever love again without him, anyway, I bet you're wondering who he cheated on me with just waiting for it, IT WAS MY SISTER! my own flesh and blood how could anyone do that! but it doesn't hurt me now I have learned to let it go, but I haven't learned how to not love him, haven't even learned to love myself; but do you know what I want a mirror that could tell me that I look pretty, fuck your weight, you can get any man you want, but guess what it says all those wonderful things but will it ever be true when can that happen to me.
                                                                
Just the other day another one of my co-workers said to my face "GO ROLL IN THE MUD YOU PIG" What did I do to get this slap on my face? I wanted to cry it all out and just quit but if I do that I will let myself know it's true. So I sucked it all up and got on with my life. Let me stop with my life story and go on. I live in a three-bedroom condo with one of my best friends Riley, she is New York's it girl everyone loves her; she has the face, the body, the skin. Of course, everyone wants to be her, even me. Let's get on with my life story...