Secret Desire's

Wrong directions

Layla Layla, Riley yelled from the kitchen, as I walked towards her, she pulled out a sparkly white card. what the hell is that I said as I took it out of her hand to read, as I looked at it my eyes widened it was an invitation to my sister and ex wedding, those two fuckers I yell out as I walk back into my room, jumped on the bed, and screamed into my pillow.

I turned over and looked at the ceiling. I can't believe them, I said to myself and they had the nerve to send me an invitation, it's like they had forgotten what they did; I put my hand over my eyes and took a deep breath, as I started to think about when I found John cheating.

I was getting back from work a little bit early that day. I called John to see what he wanted to eat for dinner. He didn't pick up, so I didn't mind it and decided myself And went with some Mexican food. The aroma filled my car making me so hungry, a good thing I was close to home.

I pulled in my driveway, I noticed my sister's car was here. That was weird because she didn't tell me she was coming. maybe she wanted to surprise me or something I thought to myself as I walked up the stairs and reached for my doorknob.

It was unlocked which confused me cause John and I never leave it unlocked. it was probably Zoey knowing her irresponsible ass would leave my damn door unlocked.

I walked into my home shutting the door behind me, and went to the kitchen and placed the food on the counter. Then I scream for John's name with no answer. I screamed for Zoey's name, still no answer maybe they are upstairs I thought to myself.

I walk upstairs I hear sounds so I thought to myself they are home, I walk up closer to my bedroom room and all I hear is harder Johnny harder my sister said, what the hell is going on I whisper to myself, I know this shit is not happening to me. he is fucking my own sister in my room all hell Nah. so I tipped toe to the kitchen and went to the cleaning closet and grabbed a bucket.

I walked over to the sink and filled it up with some hot water. I walked upstairs and busted my bedroom door open and poured the hot water on them. John and Zoey yelled then Zoey got off John.

So I got on the bed and kicked the shit out of John balls he started crying out loud. fuck you I yelled how the hell could you do this to me I said I got off the bed and walk outside the bedroom. I ran my hands through my hair as I paced outside the room door.

Zoey walked out of the room fully clothed. She walked up to me with a disgusted look on her face. I Stared at her. you just had to come home and ruin everything you stupid fat pig Zoey said, I felt so hurt by those words. I raised my hand up and smack the shit out of her, then I hopped on top of her and punched her In her face over and over again, I didn't even stop until I felt John grab me by my waist and pull me back.

Let me go, I said and pushed him off of me. Zoey stood up and ran out of the house with a bloody nose then I turned to John and slapped him.

How dare you I said

Look, Layla, I don't love you anymore your getting fatter by the day, and I don't want that he said to me as tears Welch up my tears;

But I love you I said to him

If you love me then leave pack your shit and get the fuck out! he yelled I flinched at his words. I looked at him then threw my hands in the air.

Fine I said to him, I turned around and walked into my room and packed all of what I could, and walked past him and faced him and said you're going to regret this. I threw my house keys at him and walked out, slamming the door behind me.

I got into my car and let it all out. I cried and cried, then that's when I called Riley and told her everything. She told me to come to live with her so that's what I did. It has been a year and a half since that event. I hate myself for being so blind in my relationship.

Back to the present day

Layla, Riley said huh I replied looking confused what do you want to do? she asked, I looked at her and said let's go fuck up this wedding, Book our flights.