Save me.

nightmares

Next morning shoto woke up to katsuki already awake with dark bags under his eyes. He looked so sleep deprived.. he was still staring at the door. Shoto was deeply confused, "bakugo? What's wrong? How long have you been up? " So many questions poured out of shoto's mouth. "U-uh I've kinda been up since, um I don't know 1am?"
"Why were you up so late? "
"I thought he was coming.. "
"Who was coming? "
"Well.. "
Bakugo was still young, when he was 11 years old, something tragic happened. Bakugo was playing at a park while his mother was sitting at a bench nearby, bakugo was at the other side of the park to where he was not Visable by his mother. Bakugo was then taken by the hand and carried to a public restroom, he then was raped by a 35 year old man. He was crying and pleading for him to stop, yet he didn't. His mom was looking for him and when he finally found him he seemed off.. For years he had trust issues and that's why he's always mean to the people he doesn't trust..
"And.. That's what happened.. " Bakugo had tears coming down out of his eyes.
Todoroki hugged him tightly and kissed him softly.

Todoroki finally got up to get ready for the day, when bakugo started to get up todoroki looked at him stern "your not getting up yet, go back to bed." Todoroki said while bakugo pouted "what? Why? I feel perfectly fine!" Bakugo whined 
"Because you have dark bags under your eyes and I won't let you get up until you finally get some rest. " Todoroki said putting bakugo back to bed.
He gave him a kiss and walked away. Bakugo slowly closed his eyes letting him rest, that's when it happened again.. He had the same tear filled nightmare. He jumped up and he had tear filled eyes, he was breathing fast. He sat there and cried for what felt like forever. He took all the pillows and blankets and cuddled with them all. He finally felt safe, the pillows smelled like shoto and he was okay..
                       1:57pm
Shoto came back to the room after he was finished shopping. He came in to see bakugo wrapped in all the blankets and all the pillows under him, Shoto thought he looked like a kitten. He set his stuff down and went back down stairs to the common room.

Bakugo woke up at 3:23pm, he was looking better but he was half asleep when he went to the common room. Since he was half asleep he walked to the couch and saw shoto sitting on the couch watching a movie, "hi bakugo are you feeling better? " Bakugo wasn't listening and just came up to shoto sat in his lap a snuggled up close to him and fell asleep. He fell asleep for about 30 minutes till he woke up, he opens his eyes slowly and he's still tired. He closes his eyes not wanting to move away from todoroki but all moments have to end sometime. He got up and he looked at the kitchen then tried running back to his dorm but shoto stopped him, "bakugo you haven't eating anything, come and eat. " He said turning to face him. "I just want to sleep, I'm okay. " Bakugo said still bags under his eyes. Shoto was worried about bakugo and decided to talk with him.

They talked for about and hour, asking him about how he felt. It actually made bakugo feel better, but that still couldn't fix his his nightmares, anxiety or his insomnia. Bakugo couldn't take it sometimes and he would make the cuts and lines on his arms. He didn't know how to stop, it was addicting and everytime he would feel bad he'd cut. It was relief for him, but will todoroki find out? Hmmm.. Who knows?

Next chapter is coming out in a few days, sorry
Xoxo your author~