I just got left on read

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Monday, a day that's hell for everyone. Bakugo was walking to school when suddenly he saw midoryia with Todoroki, and midoryia was wearing his hoodie, again he could feel tears prick at his eyes but he kept them in. He walked to school with his head down and what felt like an eternity he got to class 1-A
He sat down in his spot and class started. he wasn't listening at all, he was just wishing he wasn't in class, he wanted to go home.

Soon enough the lunch bell rang, he got out of the classroom and walked with kirishima, sero, kamaniri, and Mina to the cafeteria. He sat with them only to be daydreaming, he looked at Todoroki and deku laughing and chatting together. Finally he snapped. He started to run to the bathroom,crying, his friends were concerned and confused at what happened. When he got to the bathroom he sat in the corner and put his head in his arms and stayed there for what seemed like forever.

Finally the bell rang for the next class, as he walked to his next class people stared at him as he walked through the hallway. He just wanted to disappear, he felt.. useless. He was spiralling into a deep hole he couldn't climb out of. He just wanted his boyfriend to notice him..

He finally got to his class and stares came from everyone. Even his boyfriend, he sat down wanted to cry. "May I go to the restroom!?" He finally said "go." Mr aizawa said and he got up and ran. He sat there and cried. He wished he could go home. He didn't want to be there anymore he didn't care what happened he just wanted to go home.

He grabbed his sharpener and took the blade from it.. and hesitated at first ..but finally made lines on his arms, feeling relief and he kept making lines until he was covered with them.. he smiled and washed his arms and went back to class.

The day finally ended he went home alone again and was sad walking home alone. He got home and went straight to his room. He went to do his homework and sat in his bed looking at his phone. He saw a text from shouto.

Icy-thot
Hey um you didn't seem okay at school today do you wanna talk about it?

He sighed and finally got up went to the bathroom and looked at his arms. He took the blade again making new lines on his arms feeling that same release. He layed down and looked at the ceiling.
"Why can't I ever be wanted? I just want shouto to like me.. but he just hangs out with deku.. nobody loves me.."
He thought to himself.
Tommorows Tuesday let's see what happens.

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