y/n's pov:
i saw mattia exhaling the smoke as he closed his eyes, secretly rolling mine, i laid back onto his bed. i know mattia smokes, and i'm okay with it. well of course not fully, but he was smoking before i came into his life. so i can't really say anything. he looked over to me handing me the blunt.
"hit it baby" he smiled biting his lip, his eyes red. but inside them hid my mattia. "no thank you" i said looking down to see my phone, he knew i didn't like it when he smoked in front of me. yes , it is hot. but i don't like it. "why baby!" he said as he took another hit.
"because. its ugly" i replied looking up, "i've seen you do it before though!" he said making me nod, "yeah but that's when my friends force me to do it. i don't want to" i answered as he sucked in the smoke. his chest puffed up as he inhaled. "yeah, but why can't you do it with me?" he asked.
"because it doesn't look good on a girl mattia. all the girls that do it in front of guys look ugly doing it" i replied looking over to the tv. "well you'd look hot doing it" he muttered. "well thank you" i mumbled ignoring him. he took a hit lastly as he walked over to me, he grabbed my mouth as he kissed me.
i pulled away letting out the smoke smoothly, i had learned a few tricks after my friends always want me to hit it. he stared at me wide eyes smirking, "sheesh! you look fine!" he said closing his eyes. he threw the small blunt away walking to me.
he pulled me into a hug as i smiled, annoying ass. his eyes redder than usual as he put some drops in his eyes. "you know mattia, i don't like it when you smoke baby" i said as he sighed, "i know baby, but it's my way of coping. it helps me relax" he replied. i nodded, "i understand" i said as he kissed my cheek.
"i won't do it in front of you anymore love" he said.
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