The Idol Marriage Life (Taehyung x Lisa)

Chapter 37

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I feel so empty

My heart is frozen and it break soon

So how can I get you

Oh please tell me now

If there's someone who is to blame for all this chaos, Kim Taehyung felt it should be him. He never thought his decision to get married to Lisa had a significant impact. He never thought he would fall too deeply in love with her. He didn't even think his ego, his love for her managed to create human life in her womb.

That night Taehyung decided to sit for a while in the living room as soon as he arrived home. He deliberately didn't turn on the light so that no one would notice his arrival. He wanted to be alone, enjoying the dark night with tears he had been trying to hold. Really, he didn't want to look weak and pathetic, but YG's decision regarding his wife's future completely ruined him.

At this time he felt very guilty because he had taken many things from Lisa. By forcing her to marry him, he felt indirectly deprived of her youth she should have enjoyed with her friends, instead of serving a husband.

He also felt indirectly tarnished her innocence. Lisa, whom he had known before, was someone who was very innocent, childish and spontaneous, but he actually ruined it just because of his lust. He felt like tainted her purity and even made her pregnant.

And now, everything is getting messed up when her hard-won career is being put at stake. Because of him, he thought his wife might lose everything.

"I'm sorry dear, I'm truly sorry" he said among tears as he watched Blackpink's pre-debut video where the blonde Lisa looks very young, passionate and energetic when she danced.

I may not be your star

But I'll be standing for you here everyday

Don't go away from me, don't go away from me

Please stay with me

'cause you're amazing to me

(Ost. Find yourself – Amazing)

"Oppa?"

Taehyung was a little surprised to hear his wife's crisp voice when he had just removed his clothes and left only a boxer attached to his body. He turned around before he found his favorite girl rubbing her eyes to get rid of her sleepiness. Ah cute, of course, that makes him automatically smile before walking to hug her.

"Hey baby, did I wake you up?"

He could feel the shake of her head while her hands tightened the hug on his waist.

"Glad you're home, missed you"

Ah, so comfortable. In his warm embrace, she found comfort in the warmth of his body and the scent she liked most. Lisa felt she was never as comfortable as being in someone's arms, and lucky that was her own husband's.

"I missed you too"

"How was the meeting? Is there something serious that you guys talked about 'til you get home so late, huh?" Lisa broke the hug only to see his face.

It cannot be denied that she was very nervous and worried when Taehyung asked permission to leave the meeting with the CEO. Lisa was very sure that the meeting would discuss their scandal and that's what made her unable to sleep peacefully.