Remembering

April 3, 2020

[1:01 A.M.]
Just laid down. Had a really good night, talked to some old friends for the first time in a few years on the Xbox tonight. I didn't think I'd be able to, because we've had issues talking to others online for awhile. However, I figured out that it's just an issue with the audio jack on the controller. So, I just switched controllers haha.
For the the first hour or so, me and my friends just talked about a bunch of stupid stuff we did when we were younger. And then my roommate came home, and she jumped on and invited one of her friends. And then we all spent a few hours playing Modern Warfare.
It was a good night.
And now, I can talk to even more old friends of mine from high school and such. Hopefully I'll get a hold of a few of em tomorrow, and we can hop in a party, even if just to talk for awhile. It'd be nice.
There's been some drama over at my brother's place, between his fiance and her mother, who has been staying there to help with all of the kids and stuff. So, I'm probably gonna be spending more time over there to help out after her mother leaves. I don't mind, though.
[1:16 A.M.]

[3:27 A.M]
Tonight is just filled with unplanned conversations with people I haven't talk to in a long time.
[3:28 A.M.]

[6:28 A.M]
I couldn't sleep, so I have been up all night. Just thinking about how the day is gonna go. I'll spend some time looking into more job opportunities nearby, do some dishes and laundry.
But besides that, I'll probably just spend the afternoon with the roomie again. Not much else I can do.
I am still really happy about getting to talk to my friends again. It's a nice change of pace, considering most people I know don't go out of their way to contact me. To be fair, I've always been terrible at keeping in touch as well, even though I hate to admit it. So I don't really have a right to complain.
I just want to avoid getting too caught up in the joy of talking to them again, but it might already be too late for that haha. If I do, and we stop talking for whatever reason in the future, it'll be truly disappointing. And honestly, I don't see it going any other way; it never does.

I suppose I'll simply have to enjoy it while I can.
[6:43 A.M.]

[4:48 P.M.]
Just sitting in the living room right now. Roommate is outside having a cigarette with her friend who just came over. We're all just going to hang out in the living room for awhile, play on the xbox a bit.
Haven't done the dishes yet, so I'll knock those out at some point.
I'm feeling pretty tired today. Lack of sleep is no joke haha.
[4:51 P.M.]