Broken and Abused (Kakashixreader)

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Warning there is swearing, and abuse in this chapter.

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I wake up at 3 am. I couldn't sleep much last night so by the time it hit 3 i just decided to stay up. I was look out the window for a little bit before i got up. I climbed out my window and sat on the roof. My mind was wondering everywhere.

~~Flashback~~

"Ichi where is dad?" little 4 year old me asked my big sister

"i'm not sure lala" my big sister winced at the time i didn't know what was happening. 

My sister used to call me lala because when i was little i loved going to the flower field that was really close to our house and i was really attracted to the Delilahs Ichika noticed i would always find a daisy so that was my nickname from her. 

"hey ichi are you okay?" i saw my big sister smile at me even though i seen her flinch a little. She told me she was fine and little old me didn't think twice about it and accepted that answer. i wish i paid more attention. Maybe she would still be here...with me.

My dad walked in a little while after so i ran up to him to hug him but something seemed off. He was looking at Ichi but not in a nice way. He seemed angry at her but i didn't see her do anything. He pushed me out of the way and told me to follow my mom so i did. My mom took me to my room and she locked the door  i asked her whats going on but she ignored me. I didn't think anything of it and went to play with my toys.

Little did i know what was happening to my big sister is what happens to me now...oh big sister i'm so sorry if only i knew.....

~~flashback ended~~

By the time i zoned back in i needed to get ready. It was 4 am so i changed into my usual clothes and went downstairs i made my parents breakfast and ate an pb&j sandwich. I know sasuke told me not to eat but i was really hungry. I put my parents breakfast on the table and wrote a note telling them where i was because i didn't want a repeat of last night. 

My side still hurt really bad so i wrapped my ribs with some bandages under my clothes hopefully no one on my team notices. I slipped on my mask and walked outside. It was 4:30 now but i didn't feel like running because i was still in pain so i decided to walk to the training grounds. By the time i got there is was 5:15 and my whole team was there well except our sensei. huh i wonder where he is.

Naruto saw me and said "Oh good morning (y/n)" with a really tired wave. I nodded my head and said a soft good morning and sat under a tree. 

An hour went by and still no sensei. Why on earth is our sensei taking so long!? Oh well i decided to lay down and maybe take a small nap. I slowly laid down i tried my best to not wince or anything. Once i got comfortable i closed my eye and put my hand over my eyes.

A few more hours went by and someone nudged me. I shot up and quickly regretted that because my side started to sting. I look up and it was sasuke he looked worried then i heard screaming. 

"Sensei is here" sasuke told me with his usual annoyed look.

"Oh thank you" i smiled at him a little even though i was screaming in pain on the inside.

I walked up to the rest of the group turns out it was naruto and sakura scream at sensei for being late. He just smiled at us and said "sorry a black cat crossed my path". Jeez at lest come up with a better excuse. 

Sensei look at me and it was like he saw through my soul. Come to think of it sensei is actually really cute....who am i kidding he's my sensei i shouldn't be thinking that. I looked away with a tiny blush hopefully he didn't notice that i was checking him out.

"Alright you have until noon to take these bells from me" 

"But sensei there's only two" sakura pointed out

He gave us a closed eye smile and said "Yes who ever doesn't get a bell will watch me eat in front of them and gets sent back to the academy. You can't get these bells unless you come at me with the intent to kill."

We all gasped none of us wanted to go back or hurt our sensei. I'm so close to being able to find my sister. He told us we can use kunai and shuriken Sakura screeched and said those weapons are dangerous. Well no shit sherlock but its not like we will be able to even touch him he's a jounin for goodness sake.

"Haha this is easy you can't even dodge an eraser" Naruto laughed and pointed at sensei

"The class clown is usually the weakest link"

All of a sudden Naruto attacked sensei but sensei caught him and held him still. 

"I didn't say start yet but you did come at me like you wanted to kill me so i guess i'm starting to like you guys"

"START"

We all jumped away. I jumped onto a tree and hide my chakra. I am actually good t hiding my chakra because i had a lot of practice and not just at the academy but at home to when my parents came home and started to scream at me i would get scared and hid so i learned how to conceal my chakra too.

I noticed Naruto was still in the middle yelling at sensei to fight him fair and square....oh man this is going to be a long day.

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Heyyyyy so how was that? I know it was kinda short but it is kinda late and i would like to go to sleep lol. I'm going to ease into the whole love part because i don't want them to fall in love right away i'm so sorry if that's what you wanted but i just didn't want to rush it. I'll try to make the next chapter a little longer. I'm not the best with action so i'm sorry of the action part is bad but i'll try my best :)

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