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I'm floating in the dark with nothing around me...Am I in hell?

i was trapped in darkness and i couldn't help but think like it was hell yet it felt so...comfortable,like it was there just for me and no one else.I couldn't help but feel safe. that is until i heard an unfamiliar voice calling my name, it sounded so worried, depressed, angry, scared,like it wanted me to be there. I tried pushing it away thinking that no one in the entire universe even God himself would want me,but it decided to continue bugging me and soon enough i saw a light above me and it was pulling me to it and it was pulling me fast. I didn't want to go to it because i was finding comfort in the dark but i couldn't stop it so i decided to let it pull me through. as soon as i touched the light it went black and that was all i remembered.

𝟚 𝓜𝓞𝓝𝓣𝓗𝓢 𝓛𝓐𝓣𝓔𝓡

i woke up to nothing but darkness and the sound of machines nearby so i tried opening my eyes, only to be met by a bright light, I immediately shut them and hissed at the light with a little sigh. It took me some time to register that i was till alive and i started panicking until i heard something or someone move from my side. I got even more scared and then the person seemed to try and calm me down before i opened my eyes to meet his gaze. Surprisingly, he looked as if he was actually worried, like he had cared,he looked extremely tired and worn out, as if he was crying for days but wait why would he care, how did i get in hospital and who the flip is that man!!!. I started panicking and wanted to call for help thinking he would kidnap me or something but nothing came out. He kept on trying his best to calm me down but i wouldn't let him touch me till i knew exactly who he was. And as if he were reading my mind he shouted out words i did not ever dream of hearing

" I'M YOUR FATHER !! "

and then and there everything i was doing went to a halt... wait what did he just say because i must not have heard clearly because it sounded like he said he was my father. I had to be sure i heard correctly so i asked him what he just said and he hesitantly repeated the exact words. instantly i was filled with a lot of really strong emotions, anger being the strongest of the them all. "GET OUT!!" i scream at him. he just asked me "what?" can you believe this guy, he comes into my life now instead of oh i don't know, fifteen years ago!!!. He walks over to my bed and he kneels down and he starts explaining. I was tired from all the drama i was having so far but i decided to give him a chance to try and redeem himself for all i care. " seventeen years ago me and your mom and i started dating. we shared a lot of interests which i thought had brought us closer. two years passed down and  she began to act strange, she was more rude annoying and  a whole lot of other things but i still loved her, that is until i heard from her friends that she left the country and that she was pregnant with my baby. they told me how she used me for money to fix her own business then leave me when she was done but unfortunately she was carrying you. after i heard this i was so furious for her real intentions, i hoped she wouldn't abort you or use you as her punching bag and treat you like her son instead but was i soo wrong. I searched for you everywhere but i couldn't find you but when i moved here i saw your mother. I decided to follow her until she got to her house. This was the day when you...nearly drowned" he sounded so sincere, as if he actually loved me, but who would love someone they just met? he carries on with his story.." i knocked on her door and when she nearly shut the door i told her i wanted to see my child. I entered and saw a little girl sitting there, she looked just like your mother except for her grey eyes. i thought she was my child but her eyes weren't mine or your mothers so i asked  her if she was the my child. I'm glad shes not because her attitude towards me was, well, exactly like her mothers so i knew she was not. I asked her for pictures of you and she said she never had any beside when you were a child. i was mad at her cause that's when i realized she did not treat you like her own child so i got mad. she showed me pictured of you and she turned out to have one of how you looked at the moment. i saw the way you looked so hurt, as if the world was too much for your little soul,as if you had already learnt the ways of the world at such a young age. i couldn't help but feel like i was the cause of all your problems so i asked her were you were and she gave the directions to your school so i came and when i was headed for the bridge i saw you standing by the edge. i know i haven't been there for you but please give me a chance.i promise not to mess it up." i listened and although it was reasonable I'm just too hurt to let him in but i will give him a chance." okay I'm giving you a chance only if you promise not to leave me after i let you in" he sighed and smiled and replied ..

" I'm here now and forever,my son"

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Well?? this chapter came out worse than it sounded in my head