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Hell in disguise

hey guy i just wanted to tell you that most of my stories would consist of song by Billie Eilish, Sam smith, Lewis Capaldi, Harry styles and the goddess herself Ariana grande but feel free to play the songs if you with to (in other words they aren't necessary unless i say so in the certain chapter) Anyway have fun!!!!!!!!

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My first year in high school was a blast. i had forgotten how happiness felt till i had a second chance to make new friends.I was happy when i went to school but i always made sure that i never EVER tell anyone my secret, with the fear of what had happened before.I spent a whole year happy but then, things don't always remain the same.Everyone i knew began to change and it wasn't the good kind. they were all racing for popularity around the school. I went back to not trusting people and lost a lot of friends to popularity and gained enemies instead.I was just about to give up on life when i joined the music club,and there i met someone... Someone who i regret meeting.

His name was Kyle.He was smart,funny,kind,cute,eyes that could make angels jealous, his perfectly structured body that would make anyone fall for him, his smile,laugh and most of all his voice.It was soft and sweet, with a lisp that added to his heavenly being and everyone knew him for being an amazing singer. I made friends with him a that moment and from that day on i thought maybe God had saved the best for last. Our friendship grew stronger and soon it was strong that you would think we were dating (aside from kissing if it was not on the cheeks), it took me 3 months to fall in love with him and tell him everything about myself , my likes and dislikes up to my home situations but one thing i never brought myself to tell him was my sexuality.

A whole year passed by and i  decided to tell him about my sexuality. I  gave him hints when i told him i LOVED him but he would just say it back making me blush every time.I went on to ask him how he would feel if i were to become gay and he said "i would still love you the same". My love for him grew stronger each day for 2 years until the day i met his changed side. he was considered a popular by others and soon he started to change,his character,kindness and everything good and this was all because of a boy named Asher, who made it his goal to destroy me.

He spread a rumor about me having a crush on Kyle and just like that our friendship dissipated. I was disappointed and heart broken that he threw me to the streets after he said he would stick with me through thick and thin, through my hell of a family, after he told me he loved me. I was dumb and hurt to believe what he said and i vowed to never love again. it took me a year and a half to heal from he rumors but once again i had no friends at all. 

I was made fun of because of my sexuality and my weight, everyone wanted to say something that they knew would rip me apart. i developed stage fright and never dared to try and conquer it knowing full aware that it would make me a target even more.how got worse and even my own little sister turned her back on me and i was torn to the brim. 

I got to the stage where I had nightmares and little sleep all because of one person i loved.i tried to hate him but it never worked because i went back to loving him no matter how much it hurt me. It took time for me to move on and just when i put my emotions back on track he came back and crawled his way back into my heart, i allowed it because i still loved him and when i thought he really meant his apologies i happened, he hurt me again harder than ever before. i tried going back to apologize for whatever i did not knowing why he would hurt me only to be met with the motivation that i needed to commit suicide

"  FUCK OFF YOU  FAT FAGGOT!!, i hate you and always will!!"

after i heard those words i ran to my favorite bridge with the water raging more than usual. I poured my hear out and took a large breath before jumping off into the water.The moment i was engulfed in the water i felt a rush of relaxation run across me, i loved water no matter what situation because it calmed me town.My sight started drifting and i was thinking this is it

the end of my story,for good 

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I'm nervous cause this is kinda based on reality and i hope you liked it

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