The Ignorant Lie

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We found wonderland

You and I got lost in it

And we pretended it could last forever

"Zayn where did it go all wrong?" mahee asked her defeated looking brother who had his head in his hands, shoulder hunched. At mahee's voice he looked at mahee in the eye and said

"Its none of your business." he spat

"It is our business tho, " A third voice in the doorway, both of their heads towards the figure Standing on the door. "Mina! '' Mahee exclaimed enthusiastically after seeing her sister after a whole year, The both stand up to meet her. Mina ignored her greeting and looked at Zayn pointedly.

"We do deserve to know what went wrong, He was my best friend. It was all too good and suddenly Liam came into the picture and everything went downhill. Liam Went Dubai, Louis went back to London. I went behind Liam because he didn't look like he was not in a good state of mind. He was having nightmares, he'd wake up yelling for you or Louis. Whenever i said i'd call you both he'd have a panic attack. It'll take hours to calm him down. It took time for him to stop having panic attack on both of your name, So forgive me for saying but i think we deserve to know what the fuck happened between you three." She said glaring at her brother

"Is he okay?" zayn asked, sighing, his voice weak, looking at Her pleadingly hoping she'd tell him what he desperately wanted to know.

"He's been worse, but he's Better now. We both came back together" mina said sighing "but that doesn't answer our questions" Zayn sighed finally looking away from his sisters

"Something you need most might be something you turn away from, something you turn away from might be something you regret, and something you regret, in the end, might cost you the one chance you ever had." He mumbled turning away from his sisters

"What do you mean?" Mahee asked, confused etched in her tone.

"I did some impeccable things, things i'm not proud of, things that made Louis hate me, liam leaving me" he said, shoulder hunched,

"Mina Remember when you told me how louis is opening up to you and confessed something in front of you?"

"Yeah. what about it?" she asked, looking at his tensed back confused.

"I was actually glad he was opening up to you, I was glad he's finally trusting someone after that trauma he's been through and I thought it was about time I told him about being alive." he said, turning around looking at his sister. at their confused expressions he continued

"That day i was going to tell him, i prepared whole ass speech to tell him, but when i was on the door i heard him talking to you about something" when She continued staring at him cluelessly he continued

"I was at the door, when he said harry kissed him but only that he kissed back. " he said and mina's eyes widen she opened her mouth to speak but zayn cut her off

"He said he thinks Harry was interested in him. He also told you that Harry tried to kiss him before but he dodged him, but the day I was Killed. He was saying something about liking him and I couldn't hear more. I stormed out of the house. After that, I couldn't just ignore everything whenever we saw they were with each other, like literally every time. It was becoming hard to not notice.the way He looked at louis. The way he touched him a little too much. He was becoming too much. Every little that i Brushed off before was getting hard to ignore. Louis was always laughing with him. I started despising him, and didn't tell him anything." Zayn choked down a sob.