College Lovers ||chensung|| (highschool swethearts 2)

chapter 2

jisung did get a flyer to see when auditions were and then the boys went back to their dorms to finish unpacking. chenle saw jisung stop moving to stare at his phone.

"what is it?" chenle asked. "jaemins apologising." he said shortly. "oh.." chenld sighed a bit. "he's not blaming you is he?" chenle asked.

"no. but he's not blaming himself either." jisung replied, sitting on his bed. "sungie, just turn your phone off for the night and you can talk to him in the morning, you know? so you can both take a small break." chenle suggested.

"thanks hyung" jisung said putting his phone down." chenle nodded. "im gonna shower, ill be back." chenle said walking to the bathroom. "okay" jisung replied.

chenle turned the shower on but leaned into the bathroom door. 'why doesn't he love me? the way i love him..' he kept saying to himself.

he felt himself start crying but just let it happen. he really wanted jisung to realise how much he cared. before chenle realised it, he was crying loudly.

obviously jisung would have heard, and as he did he knocked on the door. "hyung.. are you okay?" he asked chenle with softness in his voice. chenle didn't respond. of course he wanted to be okay. however anytime he looked at jisung he remembered that jisung loves jaemin. he remembered that he couldn't do anything.

the pain overwhelmed him. he never felt more hurt. he's been hiding for years and now, he just can't take anymore. chenle stood up to turn off the shower. "hyung?" jisung hadn't left.

chenle was just looking at himself in the mirror. looking at how red his face had gotten. how swollen his eyes got. his wet eyelashes as another tear fell on his cheek.

jisung opened the door and looked at him. "hyung what happened?" the boy asked in concern. chenle took a shaky breath. "nothing.." he answered. jisung wasn't going to take this answer. "don't lie hyung.. whatever it is im sure it can be worked out." jisung said.

chenle sighed. "not this." he said weakly, tears gently falling down his face. "what is it hyung?" jisung asked again.

chenle looked down. "i..i.." he tried to say it but knew he couldn't. he just let tears fall from his eyes and hugged jisung. jisung hugged him back. "it'll be okay hyung.." jisung said, still wondering what happened.

"it won't.." chenle said. "but I'll get over it." he said with a fake half smile. jisung nodded and let go.

chenle took a breath. "jisung" he said. the younger boy hummed. "ill tell you tonight." he said. chenle collected himself. "for now im just gonna go out." chenle said. "chenniee hyung, i know you plan to get drunk, so im going with you." jisung said, not letting the older boy argue.

~ time skip ~ @ a bar/club

jisung sat by chenle to make sure he didn't drink too much, or at least didn't get hurt. chenle had already taken multiple shots and still was. of course people tried to get him to dance but he said no. he said no to everyone.

jisung found that weird. chenle was way onto his second glass of vodka. "hyung slow down." jisung said to him. "I can't" chenle said. "why not?"

"because it hurts to badly." chenle said; finishing his glass and pouring another. chenle just ket drinking and drinking. the bartender even told him to stop. however chenle didn't listen. as long as he was awake, he wanted to drink.

jisung was tired of watching his bes friend get wasted so he slightly lifted the elder, putting his arm around his shoulder. he walked chenle outside. "hyung why'd you drink so much?" he asked as if chenle would be able to answer.

out of nowhere chenle pushed jisung away. "hyung what're you- oh shit-" he realized that the elder boy had obviously felt sick. "hyung.. let me help you" he said holding Chenle's waist as the elder puked into bushes.

he quickly turned around and hugged jisung. "sorry sungie" the elder said. "its okay hyung." jisung said. "im gonna carry you okay?" jisung said. he had the elder get onto his back and carried him to the dorm.

jisung opened the door and put chenle onto the couch. he looked up and saw someone. "jaemin?" he said. "what were you doing with him" jaemin asked. "he wanted to get drunk, so i went with him so he'd stay safe." jisung said.

jisung obviously wasn't in the mood, he just wanted to make sure his friend was okay. "jisung, why didn't you tell me first?" he asked. "and why didn't you answer the phone? i swear if you were drinking -" chenle cut jaemin off. "shut up!" chenle yelled at him while trying to get up.

"at least you have him! at least you get to fucking love him!" chenle yelled at jaemin with slight slurrs in his voice. "at least you don't have to see him love someone else!" chenle before blacking out onto the floor.

jaemin was silent. jisung quickly lifted up chenle and layed him back on the couch. "jisung" jaemin said. jisung replied. "not now, don't you see i have things to deal with!" jisung got heated.

he had no idea that chenle felt that way, now that he does know he doesn't know what to do. "jaemin hyung, you're always yelling and me and treating me like crap. i don't want to see you right now. I don't want to talk to you right now. that's why my phone was off and thats why i didn't tell you." jisung said. "excuse me but i need to put him in a actual bed so he doesn't get hurt." jisung said coldly, again lifting up chenle and walking into a bedroom.

"jisung.. let me explain" jaemin said. "i dont care jaemin. just stop acting like im your fucking pet." jisung said closing the door of the room he was in.

he put chenle down and took the boys shoes off. he kneeled down next to the bed; facing chenle. "why didn't you tell me" jisung whispered as he brushed the boys hair off his forehead.

jisung got up to leave and felt someone grab his wrist. he looked over. "im sorry.." chenle said softly. "its alright hyung." he said. "jisung.. please don't leave" chenle said looking at him.

jisung nodded and layed next to the elder boy. "just tonight though." jisung said. chenle had already fallen asleep though.

to be continued