Avengers x Male/Genderfluid Reader Oneshots

Bucky

       You were sitting in your room on the couch with your best freind Bucky thinking. You were conflicted. Should you do it? You didn’t want to make things akward . You looked at the man sitting on the other side of the couch. His eyes were focused on a book in his hands. His eyebrows were knit together. And his foot was shaking side to side. 
       You thought he was cute. No, you thought he was more than cute. You thought he was beautiful. Your fingers fiddled with your phone and once he looked over you pretended to be reading something. “[Y/N] why are you staring at a black screened phone”. 
       Damnit. You were caught. You looked at him. “I don’t know, I’m just thinking”. He raised his eyebrows, “about what?”. “If I should or should not do something”. “Well, let me help you. Think about what’s the worst that could happen. And if that worst thing we’re to happen, how long would it last. And then see if it was worth it. And doing that thing may be worth it”. 
      If you told Bucky you loved him the worse would be that it got akward, it wouldn’t last forever. You got up from the couch and stood in front of Bucky. He looks up at you, “can I help you with something?”. “Put your book aside for a minute please”. He does as he is told and you climb on top of his lap. He tenses up and you almost start to get off but then he relaxes and pulls you back down. Both of your legs were on each side of him and your face was inches away.
      “James Buchanan Barnes. I am in love with you”. Bucky started to laugh, his body shook under yours. “Good one [Y/N]. Very funny”. 
      You felt a sharp pain in your chest, and your eyes started to tear up. You quickly got off his lap. You could feel the redness of your face. He suddenly looks scared. You tried a fake laugh, but it just sounded like a dying goose. “I just remembered something, I gotta go”. 
       You rushed out of his room and past Steve who looked concerned. Steve followed you as you rushed to your room. He caught the door and followed you. Once he shut the door you let out a sob. “Woah, what happened?”. You shook your head and choked in a breath. “I’m being silly. Don’t worry”. “[Y/N] what is wrong?”. You sat on the edge of your bed and covered your eyes.
       “I told him. I told Bucky” you said your voice shaking. You jumped when you felt hands on your knees. “[Y/N] look at me”. You did what you were told. He had a sad look on his face. “How did he react?”. “He laughed. He thought it was funny”. Anger spread over his face, “he laughed?”. You nodded. He stood up and stormed out of the room. 
       Fuck. You rushed to your bedroom door and lock it . You sink down to the floor and cried quietly. A few moments later, you here a quiet knock on your door. “[Y/N] open the door, please. It’s Bucky”. You stayed quiet. “[Y/N] please open the door. I thought you were joking. I didn’t think you acatlly love me. Please. I’m sorry”. 
       You did your best to control your voice, “it’s fine Bucky. Just go away”. “ya tozhe tebya lyublyu, pozhaluysta, otkroy dver'”. (I love you too, please open the door). You froze and looked at the door. You rushed to get up and opened the door. He looked sad, he was shaking. Tears were running down his face. 
       Once his eyes landed on your face his eyebrows knitted together. He rushes forward and hugs you. You almost fall but he catch he’s you. You shut the door and hug him back. You wrap you arms around his waist. “I’m sorry. I wouldn’t have laughed. I thought you were doing a April fools joke on me and I didn’t want to show you I loved you so I laughed”. 
       You pull back and look at his face. “But April fools isn’t until tomorrow”. He shook his head, “today is April first”. You close your eyes and rest the top of your head in his chest. “Can I kiss you now” Bucky asks, now sounding nervous. You look at him again and go on your tippy toes to reaches his lips. You were too short. You go back down and pout. 
       His laughs and reaches his head down and plants a kiss on your lips. And then on your nose and fore head and soon enough he was peppering your face with kisses. You laughed and the rest of the night you guys sat on the bed telling eachother stories of falling in love with eachother.