Avengers x Male/Genderfluid Reader Oneshots

Bucky

    Tw//cringe, fluff, awkwardness, and embarrassment, accidentally creepy.

       You knew it was weird. You knew it was creepy. And you knew that it made no sense to just be staring at at someone's hands. The Avengers, including you were sitting in the living room. You were sat next to Bucky who was telling a story about Steve. Steve was on the other side of Bucky laughing at the stories but you kept catching him glancing at you.
       You had a crush on Bucky, you have for a while. And now you weren't even paying attention to what he was saying. You were just focused on his hands. They had tiny scars on them. They were rough and his fingernails were freshly trimmed. Bucky talked with his hands when he was excited. So here you were following his hands with your eyes. You wanted to hold them, feel them, examine them up close.
       His hands started to move weird, like he wasn't talking anymore. Just moving them for no reason. You brought your  attention back to the room. Everyone was staring at you, including Bucky. You could feel your face turn red. "What?" you say quietly. "Are you okay" Bucky asks. You nod, "I'm fine". Steve bursts out in laughter and you send him a glare.
       Everybody turns to him but Bucky, Bucky's eyes stayed on you. You looked at him while everyone asked Steve why he was laughing. His blue eyes stared into your eyes. It made your stomach fill with butterflies, you hands started to become clammy and your heart rate raised. You wanted to look away but his stare was so intense.
       "Are you whining" Tony said from across the room. You broke the gaze and looked at him. "No". "You are most definitely whining, are you okay?". You get up from the couch, "I'm going to go now, I'll see you guys later". You calmly leave the living room and head for the elevator down the hall. You get in and right before the door shuts a metal hand stops the doors. Bucky walks in the elevator and the doors shut. You stand still, staring at elevator doors.
       "[Y/N], Are you sure you're okay? You seemed a little upset back there. You're not normally that quiet or calm". "I'm fine". "Then why were you staring at my hands like they were your prey and why haven't you chosen a floor to go to?". You blushed again and pressed the bottom floor.
        "I'm fine, Jam-Bucky". His eyes widened. Damnit you were made. You looked anywhere but him and once the doors opened you sped walked out of there. You walked down the streets of New York when a hand grabbed your wrist. You turn to see Bucky with sad eyes?
       "[Y/N] something is wrong, you can't tell me otherwise. Please, talk to me". You felt dumb, and this was so dramatic you wanted to scream. "I want to hold you hand" you said under your breath. His face turned into a amused smile.
       "You what?". "I want to hold your hand". "And why is that?". You glared at him, he was taunting you. "Because I like like you". He pulled you closer, your body almost touching his. "Well I like like you too". Your glare turned Into a wtf?!?!?! "And I would love to hold your hand".
       "Youre a dick you know" you say quietly. "But I'm your dick". You cringed at his words, "what?". You pulled away and started heading towards stark tower. "Okay, I'm sorry. That was a poor choice in words" Bucky said catching up in two strides. His hand reached towards yours and you smiled and his fingers intertwined with yours.