I have many social media accounts to burst out tho, but, tonight I want it just for myself and for my soul. I've started watching this Kdrama entitled Itaewon Class and it really brings back bad memories in my past. Here I am again lying on my bed asking myself "Do I really have to experience those harsh things?" and "What did I do that wrong to make me/us suffer like that?" I was just a little kid back then. An ordinary and joyful girl wanting a simple and happy life for my family.
However, life sucks. Yea, it's true and it hurts. I was just a kid but the pain that people intended me really reach my soul and up until now the bruises and scars still hurts and it never goes away. Maybe, it's my fault, we just have to forgive right? But, I just can't. I don't want to forgive just yet. I'm scared that if I'll forgive them all of those things would be forgotten and I don't want that. It's still unresolved and I don't have proper closure, those people didn't bother to give me some explanation and reason why did they do that.
Hopefully, I'll find my way to forgive those people but now I don't want to. How I wish I just live a simple life. No problems, no sadness and no pain but it's very impossible hahaha. Up until now the pain still lingers to my soul, I don't know how to stop it and life's fair and unfair.
It's fair for the people who's happy and unfair to those sad and in pain.
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