Sam pov
its been a long week it now Friday and I've been looking towered to this day since midday because I finally get to see demi but im so nerves because one she's my ideal and two I have a HUGE crush on her.
things have been getting better I say better but its getting worse; sleeping at night the nightmare is getting worse at night leaving me existed threw out the day and it been noticed in work making me mess up my lines making my anxiety shoot threw the roof.
im trying relay hard but nothing seem to to be good enough I feel like im failing everyone around me Scarlett been the best trying to help me but I don't want tp burned her more than I already have, she already noes eating disorder but I can let her no more she cant.
its midnight with nothing to do and no sleep I've been only getting 2 hours a night before they start than night go any slower.
"mum!!"
jumping awake seeing faith looking down at me "mum? what you doing on the couch?" thankfully I didn't need to ask as the buzz for the gates deep with my scarcity guard voice "miss James Sarah is here"
"allow her in!"
if your wondering who's Sarah she is 16 she is Faith's care worker or 'nany'
she looks after her when I cant or don't have any time or when im away for the weekend and their no one she can go with. it took a while to trust her seeing as she is so young but I gave her a chance because she needs the money and faith had taken a liken to her.
"hi miss James im so sorry im late..." Sarah rushed in almost out of breath making me chuckle "Sarah what have I told you to call me Sam." I spoke seeing her become flustered she's only worked with me for 2 weeks because my old one went into child leave.
leaving the two talk why I rushed to get changed before joining the two I thankful have no place of today only going got the studio but I no I may need to be at the set in case they need me but until then nothing.
1 am
a full day of work I was exhausted I spent the whole day in the studio only taking a break when it was lunch as the guys ordered pizza thankful being so busy the voice stopped.
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Warrior a demi Lovato (story) gxg
FanfictionSamantha James; (Sam) is a 25 year who moved from London at the age of 16 with her daughter Faith, she joined the Amy at the age of 18 to become one of the youngest corporals in the army. when she finished her last tour at the age of 20 she became...
