Yoon Sanha Highschool Imagine

Ep 6

~Zany's POV~
i pick up one of the french fries and put it in my mouth, chewing slowly as i look around. im sitting in the stands of our school football ground and its surprisingly not crowded today. Maybe because there are no scheduled matches and those people are just practicing?
Well, i am here because i dont have other friends besides Jen and i didnt want to sit alone in the cafetaria. There are alot of people i know but theyre not my "friends". Jen is the only person i can call a friend. She has been with me since childhood through thick and thin and i dont wanna be salty because she has other, more fun friends now. But at times like these, i feel weird sitting alone in the cafetaria while other people laugh in groups around me, being noisy etc..
I see people from my class coming towards the stands and i get a bit conscious. Sanha is surrounded by the others, and everyone is laughing for some reason unknown to me.  some of them stop by the first row and among them Sanha, in a yellow sweater, sits down, pointing at his shoulder and shaking his head. the rest move on and i continue to eat in silence, waiting for the lunch break to end and sighing when i realize 20 minutes are still left.
As i eat, i glance around the ground and after a while, i see that boy in a yellow sweater making his way up the stands...
this is gonna be super awkward

"Hey" he says, sitting down beside me. "Hi" i reply
"are u waiting for someone?" he asks. as expected. i take a questionably long gulp from my water bottle and shake my head.
"i needed some time alone and Jen just left for something urgent" I lie
"i think i saw her on my way here-a-anyways I thought u were alone here so i..um.. came", he says and i get a weird feeling in my stomach at the word 'alone'. i was avoiding that word and now i dont want waterworks to leak here. And he saw her on his way here, which means he might have caught my lie. or not. whatever.
He turns towards me and furrows his brows "Did u argue with her? or is something wrong? u needed time alone.."
Why is he asking me all this when im trying to stay composed. I dont even know what to hold in anymore but Zany is not going to cry because she feels worthless. "we didnt fight" i say and he looks at me, like he expects me to go on and even tho i feel like letting out everything, i try my best not to.
"uh i-i dont know..." i shrug and try to give a smile that comes out really weak.
i breathe in and out, relaxing myself and ask him if im boring. i wanna know because i dont think i wanna lose Jen. I expect honest answers from him and he tells me that he hasn't been bored around me but that might be because he hasn't been around me too much, so he is not the best person to answer that question.
"i probably am, because even tho there are many people whom i interact with, there arent many whom i can call... friends.." i say as i stuff my mouth with more fries, feeling like i said more than what was needed.
"i know that feeling" he says, facing the court and sitting upright. "its tiring, no?" he asks and i just nod, because if i speak, ill say too much.
  i didnt want to even think to myself about all this and i didnt realise how much i had been holding in. Yes, i feel like im losing the only friend i have because i feel like she doesnt want to be friends with me anymore but i did not want to face these thoughts of mine..

~Sanha's POV~

i did see Jen on my way here but i didnt pay any attention and now i have no idea what exactly happened. why is she talking like that and why does she seem so sad?
i dont think she wants to open up and im not going to force her to do so.
"you can rely on me with your worries if u feel like it. if u want to cry, u can cry. if u want to vent, u can just vent.. And, ... u could have called me here when Jen left" i turn to face her, "u can call me whenever u need someone okay? I might not be someone you can call a friend but know that im someone who cares" i say, genuinely.
She gives a wry smile and looks down, "thanks for coming here today" she says.
i- um should i say welcome? that'd be lame, no?
I grab two juice bottles from my backpack and offer one to her, hoping it will make her feel better somehow
"here" i extend the one with Pikachu on it and look at the one in my hand which has an ugly character i dont know the name of. She reaches for the pikachu one. I wanted that one. i unconsciously swap them, leaving her confused.
"you take this ugly one" i say
"i want that one tho" she says. that was unexpected
"no. it has pikachu" i say and to lighten the mood, i say without thinking "and since im as cute as this pikachu guy today, ill take this one"
ahh why did i have to be so cringey!
flustered, i look away and extend both bottles to her.
pfft. i hear her laugh

~Zany's POV~

wow seeing Sanha embarrased is new to me. And to be honest, it was actually cute and i didnt realize i laughed until i did. i did not even expect myself to laugh in such a try-not-to-cry situation. I take the ugly character bottle and tell him he can take the Pikachu one. I did want it but.... ill let him take it.
By his talk earlier, i thought there was a mature side to him but he is actually a kid.
Okay Yoon Sanha, i might have been crushing on you this whole time..