Iam with my son, Scorpius Malfoy. We are currently in Diagon Alley to buy his things that are needed when you enter Hogwarts. My son is inside Ollivanders buying his first wand. Iam standing outside the store patiently waiting for my son when i saw Hermione with Ron. I couldn't help it but feel sad and pain. I cant stop watching Hermione, she is so happy with Ron. I wondered, if i sided with them before would she still be with Ron? I cant help it but wonder if it could change anything.
"Dad? Are you okay?"
"Dad?"
"Hey dad" I heard someone calling me and I realize it was my son
"Im sorry son I spaced out. So do you already have a wand?"
"Yes let's go home now daw. I already got all i need."When we got home i locked myself in my room. It is so painful eventhough i already have a son. I still cant get rid of my feelings for her. Before i know it iam already reminiscing where it all start.
= Past =
It is our first day here in Hogwarts when i first saw her. I was with Crabbe and Goyle when i noticed Harry Potter with that loser Weasley. Im kind of in the mood to piss them off so I approached Potter.
"Hey Potter you might want to distance yourself to loser Weasley if you dont want to become a loser too. Do you want to be one of my friends and leave Weasley? Btw iam Draco, Draco Malfoy" And i pulled out my hand for a handshake, which he obliged.
"Hi Draco thank you for asking me to be your friend but im fine with Ron." and he smiled
Days went on iam doing everything to piss them off. That is the only way to get their attention. That is my only way for them to notice that i exist. I really like to be their friend especially Hermione but my father is threatening me. I told him that i like Hermione but he just got mad at me.
"Father do you remember Hermione? I feel like im starting to like her uhm i mean not like i feel like i love her." I opened up to my father
"What!? You shouldn't be involve with a mudblood. They are just filthy creatures. Mudbloods shouldn't be here and remember dont ever fall inlove with a mudblood! Stop that fucking feelings or else" he didnt continue what he was about to say but i know what he meant.
Since that day i tried to stop my feelings for her but i cant. I know to myself that i wont be able to stop this feeling. I dont know how to express it because they can see me as their enemy and its making me sad.
I heard that the three of them are looking for a chamber. So i tried helping them in a way they wont know that i did. I found an information about the basilisk that is hiding in a chamber. I tore that certain part and keep the paper in the pocket.
Iam walking in the hallway when i saw a snake no its not a snake its a basilisk. That look is the same as in the book. I waited for a minute and the basilisk is gone and i saw Hermione. It looks like she is stunned and its making me worry. But i know better the professors are on their way and iam sure of that. I remembered the information that i have , i hurriedly put it in the hands of Hermione and left.
Many things had happened and one of that is i got chosen. Chosen to be one of Voldemort's death eater due to his father's failure. I had to do things that is against my will. I know doing this things will only lead to Hermione hating me. I was tasked to kill Professor Dumbledore but i know i cant do it. Professor Snape had to do it for me.
Voldemort did many evil things to Harry and the others. It pained me knowing that iam one of them. Iam one of the death eaters who brings pain to Hermione and the others.
I once remembered what Professor Snape told me.
"I can see that you love Miss Granger" i was startled because someone spoke to me while iam staring at Hermione
"Uh Professor Snape what are you doing here?" he didn't answer my question instead he told me something that made me confused
"Do everything to win her. Dont be like me. Dont lose your Lily too" it surprised me because i can see in his eyes the sadness
Everything was so messed up but im glad that Voldemort died, and that ends everything. All of them are happy. Hermione, she ended up with Ron. Its okay with me as long as she is happy, but it is hurting me. It is so painful, i regret everything. If only i was good to them, if only i stopped bullying them maybe just maybe she would end up with me.
= Present =
Until now iam hurting. I still love her but i know iam not meant for her.
I guess iam just like Professor Snape. I lose my Lily(Hermione) too. I cant even have her in the first place because i was a coward. Iam a boy who dont have enough guts to fight for his love.
After all iam just a boy who had no choice to follow his father. Who had no choice to surrender himself to Voldemort to be one of his death eaters. A boy who had no choice but to love Hermione from a far.
And that boy is none other than Draco Malfoy.

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Compilation of One Shot Stories
Teen FictionThis is a compilation of one shot stories. Any genre, different plot