I leave my house like any other day, today though I have $100 for the fair, so I'm very careful I wait outside the school for Saphire, but I start to get suspicious of her: is she reporting me, is she ditching the ditch, or is she just playing with me? I've always been one to over think things, like a lot. Every time this happiness's I have to tell myself that it will all be OK, and that the world isn't going to end. As I'm stuck in my thoughts, Saphire walks behind me and puts her hands over my eyes and tells me too "guess who!" After we get passed the awkwardness of sneaking away from the building, we have a pretty good conversation about stupid things. We were just talking to talk rather than them only talking because they feel obligated to do so
After we finish arguing about which superhero is the best she asks the one question I wasn't ready for, "Where are we going?" I say literally the first thing that pops into my head "It's a surprise" I make sure to drawl out the final "s" for dramatic purposes. Apparently thought that wasn't enough, she really wanted to know; I ended up saying that I was going to just turn around if she asked again, she stopped at that point. After that it went into a nice, peaceful silence. As we get closer I get even more nervous; I'm not sure why though I have everything planned out.
I realize that she's asking me somethings so I get out of my head and say "what was that?" Apparently she asked why I was skipping, and why I invited her. I explained how school has always been super repetitive and how I wanted to break the chain. "and as for inviting you, I enjoy your presence!" I said in the heaviest southern accent I could. She just rolled her eyes and kept walking. It seemed like she thought I was being sarcastic, but I wasn't; I say to her a little ways ahead, "I wasn't joking about enjoying your presence." Again though she didn't seem to believe me so I decided to just ignore it. Again, we had a nice conversation until she asked about my parents. I ken I couldn't tell her the real story, so I Lied about it.
In this rendition of my life my MOM and Dad had been married for 10 years, but money had driven them apart. This was partially true, but my parents hadn't been divorced for 10 years and they had started to fight about child support money. When I asked about her family though, she looked upset so I said "I'm sorry, forget that I said anything." After that encounter we walked in silence until we reached the Carnival. When she saw that we were going to the "Mother Effing Carnival" she looked a lot more happy than she did earlier, so I cheered up a bit too.I was happy until I saw how much the Carnival was going to cost. As the man though I am required by the social contract to pay though, so I coughed up the $60 for the two of us.
In the carnival we rode, or tried to ride, all the rides, but most of the rides were kind of lame; they either looked like they were going to fall apart or that they were little kiddie rides. We still rode a great many of rides by the end of our trip. The most numerable of rides was the Ferris wheel, I'm deathly afraid of heights so she had to drag me on. It was one of the Ferris wheels that had many different compartments. Once we were in a cart I began freaking the fuck out, I think I tried to climb out of a window at one point...
The Ferris wheel went around five times and then they would let the people out, but we just so happened to get the cart that was at the peak of the wheel. I was so scarred that I was super snuggled up on her with my eyes closed. She said "Jason, everything is OK, there's nothing to worry about." I didn't say anything or move, because I was super afraid. After what seemed like an hour, but was only like 20 seconds, she picked my head off of her side and began kissing me. It was the weirdest thing that has ever happened to me, she just piked my head up and started eating my face. I didn't pull away or anything though, so for what seemed to be quite a while, we were very aggressively kissing.
The entire time we were kissing I was thinking "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON HERE AHHHHHHH OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT THE FUCK?" After she finally pulled away we both were gasping for breath, but I was no longer afraid of falling. After we got off the Ferris wheel I looked at my watch and realized that it was almost 3:00, so we needed to get back to school.
When we got to school we waited outside for the bell to ring, while we were waiting we had a very nice conversation, this time it was about which ride we liked the most, I liked the Go-karts, and she liked the Ferris wheel. As we heard the bell ring, we said goodbye and went our separate ways. I really enjoined our time at the carnival, not only the Ferris wheel, but the entire block of time we were together. The Carnival is the most fun I've had in months, I would kill to go back. When I got home The door was open and I could hear my Mother screaming obscenities at me, when I walked up to the porch she started throwing things at me; so I Threw my arms over my head and began to run back into the neighborhood. The things she said cut deep into my self-esteem, tonight wasn't going to be a good night...
Did you guys and girls like that, I sure as hell liked writing it, so I hope you enjoy the writing. What do you guys think about Jasphire? Anyhow I have a question, What kind of music do you guys like? I really enjoy the Metalcore styles. Thanks for reading, I'm actualy very surprised with the amount of people that read it, so that's cool. (Please like, favorite, and comment!)
