"𝚒'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜." ➳ 𝚃𝚊𝚎𝚔𝚘𝚘𝚔 🔞

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ㅡ Taehyung's POV ㅡ

The vibration of my cell phone wakes me up, I rub my eyes with my hands and yawn loudly. But when I try to stretch, ㅡ by enlarging my body, I notice that I can't do it as I wish. I also feel a particular warmth behind my back ... and a weight on my side.
It's a hand that then becomes an arm as soon as my eyes run the rest.

It's Jungkook.

And he's hugging me from behind, he's sleeping. Why are we hugging? Why is she sleeping in my bed? And more importantly, why are we sleeping together?

Ah shit. Now I remember everything that happened the night before. The crying, the weakness I felt, the pain that tore my chest ...

The kiss.

I didn't think I had that pain buried inside me, I was holding it back and rejecting it all this time and I didn't realize it. Or maybe yes, but I just convinced myself that I was fine and kept ignoring it. But now I understand, I have to accept what I have experienced and with it the pain that follows.

Jungkook made me understand all this and was trying to do it all the time, he knew it would happen sooner or later.

My back is suddenly covered by a wave of goosebumps.
It's Jungkook's warm breath on my neck that gave it to me, I just remembered his presence. I take a deep breath from my nose and turn to face him, his arm doing so falls between us.

He is sleeping like a baby. I move a few dark locks of hair from his eyes, those eyes that cried for me yesterday. The way he cried with me; he cried for my own pain. Is there a greater showing of affection than this?

I smile affectionately when his lips have sudden spasms. His lips are O-shaped, he moves them as if trying to suck something ...
I tighten my lips in a fine line so as not to burst out laughing.

Suddenly they return to normal, soft, and relaxed. He opens and closes them a couple of times to swallow. I stare at them for a while until I remember the times I have tasted them.

That kiss blew me away.

Is what I did right?

I wanted to do it, no I actually want to kiss him again. Even now, I feel drawn to him like a magnet, like a compass following the direction that has lost its way; I feel like the needle inside the compass that always indicates the north and the opposite side the south.

My north is now Jungkook.

My south instead ... it's me. I am the opposite ... So I wonder if I can do him any good. I am nothing but a boy without directions, lost on the high seas ...

I take a deep breath, staring at Gukk's relaxed face.
Gukk. I smile if I think of the nickname I gave him, I never called him that before till these days. Well before, we didn't even kiss ...

《Hey Hyung, you're already awake.》

His eyes half open and asleep looking at me.

I don't want any sound, just demonstrations.

I take his chin with the intent to kiss him, but as soon as I get closer he locks my wrist. His eyes are wider than before and his body has all turned backward.

《What are you doing?》 He asks sternly.

《I, uh wanted to kiss you ...》

Jungkook stares at me as if I had said the strangest thing in the world, he looks at me in a way that hurts me. What did I say wrong?