Lost

Back to High School

I woke up this morning and felt so dead. I just want to continue sleeping for God's sake!!!

" Come on Hope! Your going to be late on the first day of school!" My ma said from the kitchen.

No kidding was I going to be late.
"Okay ma, be right there!"
"Well hurry."I wish she could just drive me instead of me walking all the time.

I went down stairs and quickly kissed her on the cheek. I could tell what she was making by the smell. Man do I love pancakes, all fluffy and sweet! Well, actually I love every type of food, I feel fat sometimes, but then I look at myself and I'm like,"Hey sexy!" It's food for crying out loud, who wouldn't love it.

After I finished eating I slipped on my shoes and kissed her goodbye. As I was walking, I saw this really cute guy and couldn't help but stare at him. He was so cute.Before I knew it, I was hit by something hard in front of me. I fell to the floor wondering if he saw or not, I hope he didn't.

About five minutes later, I had already arrived at school and the bell had already rang. I looked at my schedule and headed to the room titled Science Mrs. Farewell, I laughed at the thought of that name. Ugh but did I hate Science for first.

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Finally, fourth period was over and the day was almost over. As I was walking I saw the same boy that I had seen this morning. Omg he is now walking towards me. What do I do now. I'm so nervous like my stomach is going to explode out of me and I'll die. What do I say, what do I do?

He said "Hey, I think I saw you this morning you were the girl who walked right into the pole."

I quickly felt my checks get hot and even hotter. I looked down and tried to hide it so he wouldn't be able to see me.

"I'm Ryan by the way. What's your name?"
"Ummm my name is Hope."

I felt my cheeks get hot again and began feeling a bit nervous.

He asked "Do you know where room 82 is?" I didn't reply but I gestured him to where the room was. Man was he hot, he had brown hair,hazel eyes, and about five inches taller than me.

When I was about to walk, I saw my best friend Crystal. She is so awesome and has the best personality."Hey Hope, I haven't seen you all day!"
"Hey Crystal!"We quickly hugged each other so tight I couldn't even breath.

Hours had past and school was finally over (was I glad). I was walking home all alone today because Crystal got picked up from her step dad.

Her parents were divorced so she lives with her mom.

Anyways as I was walking home I popped in my earphones and put shuffled my music on my phone. Imagine Dragons was playing and I was quietly singing to there song 'Demons'.

Or so I thought. No way Ryan was right behind me. he tapped me on the shoulder, omg my heart is racing. I took off my plugs and then said "Hey Ryan."

"Hey Hope. You like bands?"
What do I say.
"Yeah bands are cool. Do you like music as well?"

As well really. What is wrong with me!!!

"Yeah music is amazing!!!"

Omg he loves music haha. I felt all tingly inside. Omg he is just so hot. Did I just say that out loud?

"Who's hot?" Omg should I tell him? Oh no what do I do what do I do. just smile and say nothing.
"No one."
"Haha okay, sure."

Omg I am freaking out.
What do I say now. Maybe If I don't say anything, he'll speak.

"Is this to weird or something Hope?" "Oh, no no, it's fine." Why did I say that, don't I want him to leave?

"Well I guess I'll see you tomorrow then. I live on the next street. Have a goodnight Hope!"

"Goodnight!" I slowly replied back.

As soon as I got home, I saw a note on the kitchen counter from my ma. It reads...

"There is leftover pasta in the fridge from last night. if u don't feel like having that, I had gone grocery shopping yesterday and bought fruits and sandwich ingredients. I have to work late today so just do what you do and do your homework. I'll see you soon."
Love, ma

She is amazing. since I love to eat I warmed up a bowl of pasta and made a sandwich with wheat bread, lettuce, mustard, mayo, ham, roast beef, and tomatoes.

As I ate I was doing my homework as well and finished everything. I was so bored so I decided to take a walk and go somewhere quite with no one around.

I went up the hill and started walking further and further away from my house.

As I was about to leave, "H...o...p...e..." I had heard my name in a ghost or shadowy figure way.

So I decided to leave and I heard it again. "H...O...P...E..." but this time even louder and very firmly.

I was walking toward the trees not knowing I was. Like my mind was, lost or something. As I was walking a shadowy figure came out. It looked like a man belonging in his 30's.

A hand suddenly grabbed my wrist and I had snapped out of it.

It was Ryan. what was he doing here?

"HOPE are you crazy!? I heard people get lost in there and that that place is weird and not cool. You made me worried. Uhhh in a friend way."

"Did you hear that to Ryan? Did you see that?"

"What on earth are you talking about Hope. there is nothing there and all I heard was birds."

I really need to sleep. Ryan then took me out around the park and we ate ice cream, and all that junk.

After that long day, he decided to walk me home and to pick me up in the morning so we can walk to school together.

I replied with sure that's a good idea and went inside.

"WHERE WERE YOU AND WHO IS THAT BOY!?"

Oh no I am in trouble now.

"ANSWER ME RUGHT NOW HOPE ELIZABETH MORALES !!"

"I am really sorry ma and that boy goes to my school. His name is Ryan and he is new here and lives on the next street."

"I am sorry Hope, I... It...It's just when I saw you weren't here and when I saw you with that boy outside.... I had panicked. Never do that with out my permission first so I could know your safe."

I quickly hugged her and said" Yes ma. Don't worry I'll be safe."

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It was later nine'0 clock and I decided to hop in the shower. I grabbed a blamed laced bra with matching underwear and a loose long black sleeve shirt with black sweat pants. I usually take ten minutes to shower and about five to dress and three to brush my hair. After everything was situated, I put my hair in a pony so that it would still be a little wet in the morning and I could then put it in a braid.

I went to bed.

(Dream)

H...o...p...e!!! H...o...p...e!!!

"Who is it tell me please !?!?" My mind got lost again in the person or voice or whatever it is calling my name. I then saw the shadowy figure. it started coming closer.

Then closer...

Then closer...

Until it reached out its hand saying H...o...p...e!!! H...o...p...e!!! Save me!!!

I was confused.