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"faith just go to your room please" my mother sighed as she got off our couch and walked into the kitchen. i nodded my head and walked up the stairs. there was no use arguing with her. it's always been her and i and i've gotten used to it. my father wasn't in the picture. he left us when i was 4. not once has he ever checked in on me; texts, calls, i'm sure he's already forgotten about me, after all it's been 12 years. i opened my door and closed it gently. a habit of mine. i didn't like loud sounds so i never slammed doors. never. i turned off the light and got into my bed.

i rubbed my eyes, remembering that i still has mascara on them, and all of a sudden i seen a glimpse of a hazel eye. what the fuck was that. i'm honestky too tired to even try to think about it so i leaned over and grabbed a makeup wipe from my desk, cleaning any makeup off of my face and placing the wipe back on my desk. i yawned soon realizing how tired i was. "goodnight momma" i said even though she couldn't hear me. soon i was fast asleep, dreaming.

「 ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ 」
𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯. 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘺. 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘪 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪'𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦; 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯. 𝘰𝘩 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘪'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘺, 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭, 𝘣𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘫𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥. 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳, 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘭𝘴 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘦𝘥. 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮, 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦.
"𝘩𝘦𝘺" 𝘪 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥
"𝘰𝘩 𝘩𝘪 " 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬
"𝘯𝘢𝘩𝘩 𝘶 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 10 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘰" 𝘪 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥. 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘬𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘣𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘦'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭.
"𝘰𝘩 𝘫𝘦𝘴𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥" 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨
"𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘳𝘶𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘻𝘦𝘭 𝘦𝘺𝘦" 𝘪 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘣𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦.
"𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘺"𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯.
"𝘪 𝘳𝘶𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘮-" 𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧
"𝘯𝘰 𝘯𝘰 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘦" 𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥
"𝘩𝘢𝘻𝘦𝘭" 𝘪 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺 "𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘶 𝘵𝘰𝘰" 𝘪 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥
"𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘪 𝘳𝘶𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴" 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥. 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦. 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴.
"𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴-" 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘪 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺.

"what the fuck was that" i whispered to myself as i opened my eyes. fuck what the actual fuck just happened. oh whatever fuck it i'm going back to sleep man it's like 4am.

「 ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ 」
*knock knock*
"goodmorning bubs come on time to get ready" my mum said coming in after knocking which made me groan. does it honestly look like i want to fucking go to school no it looks like i want to go to sleep that's what looks like.

i felt like actually putting effort in today which is weird cause i don't normally but idk it's weird.the strangest thing happened again while i was washing my face, i was rubbing my eyes and everything and then that thing happened like i didn't see an eye this time, it was like a boys lips nahh when i say this i mean it. he's lips were so fucking- wow it's just wow. but it's so weird tho i don't know why i'm having these visions but i just brush it off. ANYWAY. i left my hair it's natural state but put a little product in to help it be contained, put my natural makeup on and headed to school. today was definitely going to be a long day..