In your arms ~ Stephen x reader~ Kinda memey

1.

"Wait... w- we... can't do this." I stutter while feeling him pushing me against a wall.

"If you keep your mouth shut, I doubt anything will happen." He mumbles.

"It feels wrong though." I whisper.
"It may feel wrong but you won't regret it later." He remarks.

I feel his lips pushing against mine, and the buttons on my shirt coming undone.

My eyes are closed but I still feel the atmosphere just by his movements.

Finally I stick up for myself and push him off.
"What if dan finds out?!" I yell.
"Both of us could get in serious trouble... like... get fired or paid less." I add.

He gives me that stupidly hot smirk,
And looks down then up again.
"Like I said, how would he find out if you kept your mouth shut?" He asks.

"'Stephen can top me any day.'" He quotes from me.
"I was kidding when I said that. It's not like I don't want to, but trust me I cant lose anything more." I look down while blushing.

There's silence.
"Screw it." I continue, and pull him in again.

1 week later

He's hot, and smart, but if Daniel ever finds out I slept with him I will be in so much trouble. We have to hide everything.

But I'm not going to stop seeing him.
Even if I get fired for it, I'm not going to stop.

We aren't officially dating. He's never asked me out. So technically we aren't really together. We just deny it.

...

But sometimes I wish we were.
I mean... he's said he liked me before.
I've said it back. One time he even took it a step further and told me he loved me.
I said it back.

I go to Stephens place. He opens the door looking hot but still a mess.
His hair is messy, and he's wearing a hoodie.

"Uh.. hi." I say. He smiles and says hello.
He pulls me inside, and closes the door behind him.
"What are you doing..?" I ask.
"I was sleeping." He says.
"It's almost sunset." I remark.
"Beauty sleep." He smiles. I laugh.

We talk for a while, then night comes.
We walk outside and explore the ghetto.
"The ghetto is beautiful. There's something so aesthetic about it." I say.
"Like what?" He asks.

"I dunno. I think it's just the atmosphere and people. I love how middle aged black moms would rule the neighborhood while the kids cussed and stuff outside. Or maybe the feeling of being badass when your at the ghetto." I say. He nods. "Wow." He sarcastically laughs.

We see a few drug dealers, followed by black moms, and little kids telling each other to suck a dick. Cool.

"You where actually right about this place." He laughs. I nod.
A guy walks up to us.
"Hey. Let's make this quick, how many grams you want?" The guy asks. Me and Stephen glance at each other. The guy looks dangerous,
And I think Stephen thinks he is too.

He has a blunt object in his pocket.
"6." Stephen says. Stephen pays the guy.
"You just bought crack Stephen. CRACK." I yell. "Yeah, I know. I'm not using it. I'll just give it to the addicts at work." He says.
"What the actual fuck?" I laugh.

We get home, watch end of the fucking world, oh shit it's midnight...
"It's uh... midnight." I remark.
He checks his phone. "Oh. Yeah I guess so."
I feel like I'm gonna pass out.

"I... I should get home." I mumble while trying to find my keys. "You're sleep deprived." He says. "You can't drive. I don't want you to get hurt." He adds.

"Yeah.. true.." I grumble before dropping onto the couch. I am asleep, but feel slight fingertips on my skin.

I wake up. It's dark outside, and I'm in Stephens arms. I check my phone. It's 1:00 AM. It's still late asf.

I think he notices me and he wakes up a little.
His arms tighten and pull me in more.
I bury my face into his chest.

"I think I like you the most out of all the girls I've ever met." He mumbles.
"But... why me?" I ask.
...
"Because I love you..." he says.
I smile.
"Okay well if you wake up before me don't start snorting crack." I laugh.
"Well shit." He jokes.