You guys are so supportive thank you so much.
I accept all hugs.
Now let's get back to the story!Oh yeah sorry I was kidding about the whole fire to Vatican City...
I was kidding. So that's canceled in case you thought...
I'm so sorry :(!It's late at night, and I feel... sick.
Every time I look in the mirror...
I just see a sick brain who can't be healed.Why did I agree to this..?
Why did I even talk to Stephen..?
He's so... crazy.Not even in a good way.
Well... a bit in a good way.But why am I here..?
I feel kind of bad. Like I did so many irreversible things wrong.So many families and people are sad.
Because of me and Stephen...I mean, I'm an animator. I didn't even have to talk to Stephen. But I did anyways.
And I guess that was my mistake....
He's a psychopath...
Does he even like me?! What the hell...
I feel like I shouldn't be here.I put on a black, Lacey, dress with a hoodie on top. I go outside and walk towards houses.
I knock on the door of one.A woman opens it. She has bags under her eyes and I hear people in the background.
"Um... hello ma'am.." I smile."If your another one of those door to door salesmen, I ain't interested." She mumbles.
"No. I just wanted to say I'm sorry about your son... I saw it on the news." I say.
"I don't think he killed himself." She whispers.
Oh shit...
"I think someone killed him and left a note. Y'know." She grumbles.
I nod."But whoever did this I will murder them." She yells.
I nod and look down.
"You shouldn't be out here to late." She adds.
"Yeah... yeah I know." I mumble.
There's silence and I leave.I see a little boy outside. He gives me a judgmental stare.
I walk down the dark streets but I hear footsteps behind me.
"What the hell Y/n?! I thought someone Fucking stabbed you!!" I hear Stephen say."What do you mean?! You're such a horrible person!!! You're a good for nothing psychopath with no reaction or guilt for your actions!! Your fucking crazy!" I scream.
He just looks confused.
"There's something wrong with me and I can't control it! I mean, shit I'm hella depressed!! I just need something to numb the pain!!" He yells back."I know I'm good for nothing!! I know! I know I'm crazy! I know I'm a psycho!! And people eventually turn on me because of that!" He adds.
"Just like you! You'll never understand me!"
...He puts his hood up and runs back to his place. Fine. I don't care.
If anything, he can go die.I get in my car and drive home.
My home. It feels... weird.
I haven't been here for a while.I go upstairs and get changed.
I realize I'm wearing Stephens hoodie over my dress...
...
I take it off.I take off my black dress too, and wear something comfy.
I flop onto bed.How could I ever talk to him?!
I knew it from the start.
I knew he wasn't good.
Yet I liked him....
Well. My mistake.
[flashbacc]
"But Jonathan, Emily, and Brian all betrayed you. I'm not like that, I swear to god I will kill them for you." He says, kinda worked up.I giggle. He grabs my waist and pushes me against a wall. I feel his lips touch mine.
"HOLY SHIT THATS THE GUY WHO STABBED CARL!" I hear.
"Yeah we should probably get out of here." He says, pulling up his hoodie.
[present]
Keep it out of your head. Go the fuck to sleep Y/n.
[Flashbacc]
A dangerous looking man walks up to us and I freeze. I see he has a blunt object in his pocket. Stephen takes note of that too."Okay let's make this quick how many grams you want?" He asks us.
I give Stephen a look. I know if we dont say anything he'll stab us.
"6." Stephen says without thinking.
We walk out of there.
"Stephen you just bought crack." I laugh.
[Present day]
That's not even a good memory. Just him being a criminal.
[Flashbacc once again]
I wake up, and I'm in Stephens arms.
I check my phone. It's 1:00 AM.Stephen seems to take notice and just pulls me in more.
"I actually do love you though." He whispers.
I bury my face into his chest.
"Yeah you too." I say.
"But don't be doing drugs when I wake up, I still don't trust you." I laugh.
[present day]
I start to fall asleep.
It feels different I guess.
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In your arms ~ Stephen x reader~ Kinda memey
Fanfiction*So I plan to put some smut in this story. I'm not kidding this time. So, if you can't handle things like that... don't read this pls.* One minute your just talking, another moment your making out in an alley. Your relationship with him is complicat...