ғᴀᴋᴇ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ[•JAEHYUN•]

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I run up the stairs, my breath heavy and hardly coming into my lungs. But I didn't stop.

Even if I'm giving a fuck about my boss, I'm still afraid of losing my job. It would be the end of my life.

When I arrived at the top floor, my breathing was loud, and heavy. I entered the office, running to my table, searching for my inhaler, but it wasn't there. I opened every drawer, my hands flew to my neck, the air just couldn't pass into my lungs.

"Ashley, what's going on" Jaehyun jumped up from his seat coming towards me  "A-asthma" I somehow managed to say

"You have asthma" it was more of a suprised statement then a question. I nodded, looking around my table

"Where I your inhaler" I shook my head, panic taking over me.

"You don't know, did you lost it" I nodded my head, even without knowing why it wasn't in my drawer.

"Okay, let's get you to a hospital" Jaehyun picked me up, running to the elevator, which was all the way to the 3th floor. He cursed, taking the stairs, running down the stairs 

I tried to calm myself down, but my hands were scratching the skin on my neck, I needed air. I felt like a fish on the dry surface 

My breathing was loud, and my head started to pound from the lack of oxygen, but I just had to stay calm. And try to take deep breaths.

People were looking at us, and I could see Johnny's worried look, but Jaehyun rushed us to his car, placing me in the back and driving off to the nearest hospital

"Just breath, okay" I nodded, choking on the air, I put my head into my hands, which were resting on my knees.

"We're here" Jaehyun opened the door, taking me into his arms again, and dragging me into the hospital

"We need help, she has a asthma attack" He shouted, catching the attention of some nurses. They run towards me, checking on me.

"Follow me" Jaehyun followed the nurse into a room, placing me on the bed. The nurse placed a breathing mask on my face.

"Everything is fine, just take deep breaths" I took deep breaths, holding on Jaehyun's sweater, he was sitting next to me.

"It's fine, it will be over soon" she wiped the sweat from my forehead, and my breathing started to become normal again. My throat was hurting but I felt relieved when my lungs filled with air again. I looked at Jaehyun, and worry was plastered across his face

Making me feel bad

I thought nothing would happen, even if I had a attack I would have the inhaler and my medication, but why wasn't it in the drawer 

"I will leave you here for 5 minutes, and come back. If something happens, press the button"

"Thank you" Jaehyun stood up, bowing the the woman. I sat there, my hands trembling

"You are so stupid, why are you running up the stairs with asthma, and where was your medicine" he tried to sound mad, but I could hear that he was more sad, and worried.

I looked at the floor, confused with all this....

"Come here" he pulled me into his chest, I widened my eyes in shock. I could smell his cologne, and his warmth was calming me down.

My breathing became normal again, thanks to the mask, I closed my eyes, my hands were resting in my lap, while my face was in his chest

"You scared me" he whispered, running his hand through my hair, making me feel weird. "I'm sorry" I said through the mask "Pshh, I know, I will make sure this never happens again" I bit my lip, trying to control my feelings 

"We will go to your house afterwards, and you will take off until Friday, we will meet up for the trip" I just nodded, my head.

The nurse came back, smiling at us two

"Here, you can go after filling the papers" she took the mask off my face, I took a deep breath on my own. Feeling relaxed

"Thank you"
We both bowed

"And make sure to carry the inhaler with you all the time" I nodded, feeling sleepy

"Here, go sit in the car while I do this" I took the keys, leaving the building, sitting into the passenger seat.

"Where is my inhaler" I asked myself, biting my lip. I played with the car keys, while leaning back into the seat.

I heard the door open, and Jaehyun's scent hit me

"Are you fine now" I just nodded, not looking at him. Because if I did, I would freak out

"Let's get you home" he started the car, by pressing on the button.

"Safety first" he chuckled, I felt movements close to my face, making me open my eyes in suprise. Only to see Jaehyun inches away from my face, I stopped breathing.

Jaehyun just chuckled "Breath" he said, backing away from me to buckle the seatbelt

I let out a shaky breath, turning away from him.

"Here" I handed him the keys without looking at him, he grabbed the keys.

Placing them away,  but before I could pull my hand back he grabbed it. Holding it, resting it on my lap

I gulped, looking down at his long fingers holding mine, but I didn't pulled away. I felt comfortable at the moment

"Do you have medicine at home"

"Yeah I do, but I actually had some in my drawer, but they weren't there today"

I said, still suspicious about the whole thing

"I don't know, but make sure to always wear a inhaler with you. You scared the living shit out of me, and honestly it looked painful. And why didn't I knew about you having asthma" He raised his voice, making me chuckle

"Okay I promise I will always have a inhaler with me, and never run again" he nodded like a child, making me smile

.....someone worries about me...