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Chapter 5

Ramdam ko ang sinag ng araw sa aking mata and I can tell it's already morning I sighed as I open my eyes
I'm really alone again wala na namang mangbwibwisit sa akin.

Tumayo ako mula sa kinahihigaan at napansin ko ang puting sobre sa may pintuan nilapitan ko Ito at kinuha.

What is this? "Is this some kind of a farewell letter pero nagpaalam naman sila kagabi ha" binuksan ko ang sobre at binuklat Ang laman nitong sulat.

I know you hate goodbye letters lauxine but I still wanna give you one I hope you won't feel alone at sana nga mahanap mo ang gusto mo hanapin you can see in the envelope there's a key in there I'm sorry Kung tinago ko Ito sayo but I just want you to forget all the pain with your father but I guess you really miss him and I would be really be selfish kung ipagdadamot ko ang mga alaala mo SA kanya I just want your happiness lauxine your my daughter and nothing can change that I love you so much.

I hate you mom! Isang ngiti ang kumawala mula sa aking labi
Dali dali kong binuksan ang sobre para makita ang sobreng ibinaggit ni Mama at ayun nga nakita ko Ito.

Kinuha ko ang kahon mula sa ilalim ng higaan ko matagal ko na ring hinahanap Ang Susi Nito na Kay Mama lang pala

I open the box and when I did I saw the pictures inside it pictures of me with father and mom. Pero nagtataka ako kung bakit konti lang ang litrato kasama si Mama habang tinitingnan ko ang mga Ito may isang litratong umagaw sa aking atensyon it's a picture of me with father we are sitting beside a tree and that's not it he was painting and it looks like the view of the nature was his subject.

It was not a dream it's actually real ilang beses ko nang napanaginipan ang litrato na Ito kaya pala mahilig ako sa pagpipinta it was because of father all my life I thought it's just my hobby pero Hindi pala but I don't get it why does mom Have to keep all of this I mean I understand she want me to forget about father's death but his death is because of illness it's not a kind of an accident na maaring involve ako ang gulo I'm really going.

Binalik ko Ang mga litrato sa kahon pero habang ginagawa ko Ito isang litrato ang nagpasindak sa akin.

It was a picture of me I'm still a baby here this is the youngest picture of me I've ever saw father was carrying me pero isang bagay ang mas nagpasindak sa akin Punit Ang litrato pero halatang babae Ang nasa Punit na bahagi and I'm really certain it's another woman it's not my mom who is she?

Is she my father's mistress Kaya ba ganon nalang kadali nakapag asawa si Mama matapos Siyang mamatay I know there is a person who can help me a person who really knows about my father and it's Lola.