Chapter 1

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Bright cold silver moon tonight alone
In my room

you we're here just yesterday 
Seems nothing more I left to say what could I say!!!!

(Crowd)
I need a little more luck than a little bit

like a perfect word that no one has heard yet

and everytime that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little more luck to help me by this time..

At eto na Naman ako nakikinig sa mga kanta dito sa battle of the bands
Kahit na mag aalas  onse na nandito  parin ako nakaupo at walang balak na tumayo para umuwi Ng bahay at para ano pa para makinig  sa sermon ni Mama
No thanks!!!

And then suddenly
(Beep!!!  Beep!!!  Beep!!!)

Tumatawag si Mama
What??
Lauxine Jade Pontevice where the hell are you now???
Mum are you cursing at me???
Is'nt it obvious darling i'm disciplining you verbally using sacred words !!!
Whatever!!!
Go home now or I'll
Or what mum you will lock me in my room,
Confiscate my phone or hit me again on my butt what is it now mum??
Meron  Ka na Naman bang bagong ipapakilala sa kin na punishment
I said go home now and we'll continue this  conversation!!! Lauxine don't make me swear
You already did mum!!!
But don't bother actually I'm about to go just be ready to prepare that marvelous punishment of yours

Well that's me masyadong walang preno Ang bunganga kahit na nanay ko pa Ang kausap ko
I do hold a big resentment towards her but everything happens for a reason!!!

Mas pinili Kong maglakad kaysa mag commute I need a little time to think
As I walking down the alley my convo with my mum keeps showing in my mind I felt I little bit guilty.
I mean hindi ko dapat ginawa yun pero what can I do my past thoughts are haunting me especially noong  iniwan ako ni mum that was two years ago

She choose to leave me and bring my step siblings with her on US
Doon Kasi namamalagi Ang step dad ko .
When I am still in my secondary my father died he was in states that time he died because of an illness I'd never had the chance na makita siya kahit man lang sa kahulihulihan. Two years after my mum married again I feel betrayed that time pinangako kasi ni Mama na hindi siya maghahanap Ng bago but she broke her promise I know it might be selfish of me to not let my mom marry again but I really believe we could live happy.even without a new man in our life.

Mr. Luis David has already children when he married mom
Si Ate Dennis at si Russel
Kahit Hindi Ito totoong  anak ni Mama tinanggap niya Ito
She  treated them like hers and that triggers my anger towards her
She choose to leave me here with her lame excuse Sabi niya kailangan KO daw muna tapusin Yung pag aaral ko dito but I know I can transfer there with them but faith is so clever it doesn't want me to be happy.
I'm alone for two years
No one to talk
Just me, myself, and I

Dumating na ako sa bahay and I can see my mom's shadow
She look so fierce as always

I'm excited to meet my new punishment

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