Jensen didn't know what the hell he was thinking when he signed that stupid paper agreeing to all of this. He didn't want any of it... Alright so maybe secretly he did but he couldn't show it- Someone would surley catch onto his feelings.
He knew that he was only doing it because if he didn't fans would not only be angry but suspicious as well and he couldn't have that. Plus he knew how much Misha liked the tease... But he knew that the raven-haired man was just doing it for fun- That's all for fun.
Jensen had to reassure himself of that. Misha wasn't killing him with eye sex or teasing him by popping up behind fridges because he liked him it was all because of the fans. This was just because of the fans and not his feelings. Jensen had to make it believable that's all that this was.
"What scene are we shooting first because they gave me three?" Misha questioned Jensen and Jared who only shrugged and waited for none other than Robert Singer to come out of his office and there he was.
"Alright! We're shooting scene six right now since we're set up for it-"
"The one where Dean and Castiel..." Jensen trailed off at the end through a gulp.
"Yes, Jensen nice to see that you're still with us the one where they get caught... This is the mid-season finale- We gotta end in a bang so places!"
"No! No! It says that I'm the one who's pushing you to the wall!" Misha exclaimed through a sigh trying to shove Jensen against the wall of the bunker but he wasn't having any of it.
"Isn't Castiel the innocent angel? Wouldn't Dean have the most control... This is stupid!"
"That's what'd you think... But things aren't always as they seem," Castiel whispered through a wink and that's when a pink tint formed across his cheeks.
"Cas... Cas this isn't like you," Dean mumbled never meeting the angel's eyes. "You're not supposed to care this much about me,"
"You're hurt just let me heal you," Castiel hissed trying his best to reach up and touch Dean's forehead through the human turned his head trying to getaway. "It's my job, Dean," Then suddenly without warning their eyes locked ocean blue- and apple green. Two beautiful colors that captivated their minds.
Jensen and Misha couldn't think straight... Once again they were having none other than eye sex and were totally oblivious to it. Misha was so close to Jensen that he could count all of the tiny freckles that lined his face. Jensen was so close to Misha that he could see even twinkle in his beautiful eyes.
Castiel was trying to push his fingers to Dean's head... However, that went unsuccessful as it only left their faces inches apart. Finally, after their short term eye sex, they leaned in and their lips meant one another.
Jensen was on cloud nine... Everything was perfect. Misha's lips were just how he pictured they'd be. Soft and yet rough... He loved every inch of them, how they tasted like... Well, they tasted like what a Misha should taste like that was for sure to Jensen. However, his cloud nine quickly came to an end once he forced himself away from the kiss... He knew that if he didn't stop his true feelings would show.
He had to act like Dean... He was closeted and didn't want his feelings to be out there just like Jensen so of course, he had to act like he didn't want these feelings to be there... Even if to Jensen Ackles for the first time in his acting career was the hardest thing ever. He then realized that he was just like Dean... Hiding his feelings from reality knowing that once his feelings were out there... There's no going back.
"What the hell Cas..." Jensen exclaimed shoving the angel off of him and that was the end of the scene... And no matter how many times the green-eyed man doubted himself, he knew that he saw the slight blush to Misha's cheeks as he left to get water.
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FanficJensen Ankles and Misha Collins will always have trouble with their relationship. There will always ve press and fans adoring them and pushing for things that they may not want or even feelings that they may not want to admit.