Being Harry Styles' Sister(One Direction)

Chapter 12

Kat's POV

I was sitting on the beach, watching the sunset slowly go into the ocean. Stay, stay, stay. I thought.

I gasped to myself. I ran to my house and then up the stairs to my room and grabbed my red stripped journal. I use that journal to write down things, notes and memorial events that happened. So once I went back out to the shore, I instantly started writing. Not a while ago, I wrote down these lyrics that I suddenly came up with but never thought of the rest. This is what I had so far:

I'm pretty sure we almost broke up last 

I threw my phone across the room at you

I was expecting some dramtic turn away but you stayed

This morning I said lets talk about it

cause I read you should never leave a fight unresolved

Thats when came in wearing a football helmet

and said okay let's talk

And I said:

That was all I had but those three words "Stay, stay, stay" made me think of more lyrics:

Stay stay stay i've been loving you for quite some time time time

you think its funny when im mad mad mad.

I kept writing until eventually I feel asleep on the beach. Yeah thats a smart thing right? falling asleep on a beach, the good things was that it was my dads private beach..

I woke up laying on the warm sand brushing against my bare skin, the sun was warming my skin. Soft ruffling waves brushing my toes chilling them. In Florida its warm even in the "winter" since theres never snow, the warm beautiful weather all year long. I looked at my phone the time told me 9:32 am, Wednesday.. I have school today. The thought of school made me want to cry, all those things that happened thoughout the year. I couldn't take it anymore, I'm not going today or for the rest of the week. My dad was already gone for work a long time ago, leaving the light blue wooden house empty. 

I slowly walked bare foot down the tan cream colored sandy and into the empty house. In the living room, was a long slim mirror. Slowly walking up to it, my relfection was not what I never wanted to see. I seemed like a whole different person than I did before the summer ended. My hair was longer with red tips (the extensions had the red tips), my face was pale with bruises and black eye, broken lip and whatnot. My body was as well pale, and also every skinny. I havent eaten a normal amount in a long time because whenever people at school would see me eating lunch and I had any unhealthy food like cookies or chips they would call me fat and all of those terrible things. So I dont eat any of those kinds of junk food. I needed to change. I wont let people change myself. Harry and his friends are probably going to come in less than three days, so theres not a lot I can change about myself. But I know one thing.. I need to stand up to my bullies.  This might not go very well but i cant let them hurt me forever. I need to do it today, i can show up at lunch and stay something... And wear something. Quickly I ran upstairs into my bold red bathroom with silver flowers. I took a quicking shower washing my short hair, without the extensions. I slipped on a black soft robe, and stared at myself in the mirror. Lets compare myself I thought, i slowly picked up my red stripped smartphone and went on my twitter. I wrote a quick tweet saying ; I've decided that i'm finally stand up to those that hurt me physically and mentally today.. Wish me luck....

My twitter followers knew everything, I told them everything, they know why i dont talk to 1D, about the bruises and bullying. I felt like they were the only ones that i can tell everything to well except for Joey. I instantly got a comment on my tweet. It was from Louis_Tomlinson: Good luck.. I hope you kick their asses ;)

I smiled. He actually talked to me.. Oh crap. thats not good. Well maybe I wont have to care anymore, if my standing up will work or not. Looking in the mirror, you can see my bruises, cuts all over my arms and face, my curls. I havent seen them in a while since I always straighten my hair after i take a shower. I put my regular make up, a ton of concealer to cover my black eye on my face and black eyeliner and mascara and black or brown eyeshadow. After i got ready, i wore a One Directon shirt, black and white stripped pants and my straight long hair.

As I drove to school, it was 11:21am. so only about 20 minutes before lunch. Everyone was a their lockers, I covered my shirt with my sweater so people wont see it yet. I ran to my sort of friends that are bullied by the same people like me and told them a plan that we will stand up to them during lunch and say we're tired of this... 

I repeatedly kept tapping my pencil on the desk during class. Only 2 more minutes.. 1 mintue and 49 seconds. I kept counting down. I have never been more nearvous in my life, this can either make my life better or make it worse than it is now. I closed my eyes and imagined a school year without having to worry about being punched in the face or made fun of. I heard footsteps going further away, I quickly opened my eyes, everyone was walking out of the class room, I slowly walked out with the crowd like in assassins creed. He walks with the crowd without the guards/soilders seening him. But in this case its the bullies im trying avoid. Im sweating like crazy, this can change my life! Not technaclly life but school life, and well in the whole town. Before I knew it I was entering the plain white colored cafeteria, with a huge line of students waiting to get their lunch. I looked around for the people I was suppose to meet in the back corner of the big room. 

"Hey guys, ready?" I asked. They all slowly nodded. All of them bullies (the group of jocks), populars girls and all of them were sitting on the other side. We slowly walked toward one of the tables near them.. My hands were shaking and my heart was beating like crazy! I'm going to regret this, Im going regret this. That was going through my mind. What I didnt think about is that someone I know very well is going to be. I unzipped my sweater while I got up on the table that was next to the "popular" table. I got my phone out and put of what makes you beautiful.

"Hey!!" I shouted currently standing on the table with my sweater off revealing my One Direction shirt, the song was now on full volume. They all were looking at me, buy everyone I mean everyone, even the lunch ladies.

"IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL OF YOU GUYS BULLYING ME AND EVERYONE ELSE" I shouted once more. My hands were shaking more, the jocks were looking at me like they wanted to murder me...

"HAVENT YOU PEOPLE EVER THOUGHT WHAT A SIMPLE HARSH THING CAN DO TO SOMEONE?! People suicide because of people like you, you take it as a joke doing it for fun! But it hurts you know. All of these guys behind me and maybe everyone else is probably bullied by you people. You didnt know Elle suicided last month, did you? She told me everything. You bullied her for being Jewish, smart and not perfect looking, and she took her life away because of something you thought was funny to do!!" Some of them were looking down.. I think I even saw one of the popular girls tearing up. I was starting to cry to..

"Do you think I like it when I get kicked and punched by you?! Do you think I like the fact that I cant talk to my own brother and his best friends without being threatened to end up in the hospital?" I was crying hard now. But I had to keep going. "You know, I was actually once about ending my life because I never thought whether the hurting will stop or not. I can here to have an awesome last year of High School, not to be humilited and hurt by people. You all probably learned before 'Treat people the way you want to be treated'.. So let me ask you a question. Do you want to be treated so badly, going home everyday with new bruises and blood stains over your clothing? Do you want to end up thinking that suicide seems to be the last choice? Probably not, so can you please do us a favor and treat us like humans? What did we ever do to you?!" I was sobbing now. I knew I was finished because no one was talking.

"Katherine?" The main jock said. I looked at him in shock, he knew my name. I never thought he'd know my name! Then, he mouthed 'I'm sorry' I nodded as in its okay. I finshed. I slowly got off the black lunch tables and slowly victory walking out in to the hall way and into my car back home.

That very day was the best day of my life, I finally made the popualrs feel bad for me. They finally knew how much damage they can do to a person, a small little tease can turn into the worst thing ever....

Heyy fellow people! I decided to write another chapter and put Katherine out of her misery. One Direction will be included in the following chapter!! Stay tuned! <3 :* so I think the jessie j song matches when Katherine was looking in the mirror pointing out all of the things wrong about her.