Being Harry Styles' Sister(One Direction)

Chapter 15

I turned around and Niall was there, holding me and placed a kiss on my lips. I was just shocked, so i kissed back. The surrounding was just perfect, 'snow', it was chilly, pine trees all around us. just amazing. but i felt different when niall kissed me since Louis said how he feels about me, and the fact that i heard screaming and flashes of cameras all around us. I pulled away and at the corner of my eye.

there he was. louis, he seemed heart broken. he knew im with niall. People took pictures of him, he seemed to tear up. His red teary blue eyes looked straight into my green eyes, he simply nodded and tried to smile a little bit.  

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He started to walk away, but i ran up to him. He can't just leave. He can't try to leave my life like that. I don't even know what to do at this moment. My feelings are all mixed. I don't know if I should be happy that Niall is here, or sad for Louis. I don't even know.

"LOUIS!" I shouted.

He turned around and looked me straight into my eyes. He's angry and sad, combined.  

"Go find a tree with you fucking boyfriend" He mouthed. Niall and the paparazzi must've noticed what he said as well because then everyone was screaming asking Louis questions as he ran away. Niall's bodyguard came and got the paparazzi away while another bodyguard took Louis away from the cameras. I tried to act as casual as possible, I just couldn't stop thinking about how Louis said to find a tree with my boyfriend. Why would he say it like that? As if I'm not allowed to date.

"Are you okay, babe?" Niall asked, holding my hand as we went to pay, when we found the perfect tree. It was pretty tall, but there was a lot of branches making the tree looking perfect. I simply nodded and smiled a little bit. But honestly I'm not okay. I faced Niall, and kissed him. Slowly but not sloppy.  

"Niall, do you think we can take a break for a while after Christmas? I'm just going through a lot, and I dont know how I feel anymore. But I still lo- love you." My voice cracked. I feel so mean right now.  

He looked so shocked.  

"Are you sure about this?" He asked 

I nodded. 

"Well, then anything for my princess" He smiled and kissed me on the forehead. He sighed, I pulled him into a tight hug. Nothing really happened between us afterwards. We got home, everyone started decorating the Christmas tree, well expect for me and Lou. he left somewhere and I was up in my room, trying to clear my thoughts. I want to be anywhere but here.  

I went on my twitter, why not? I haven't been talking to my- I mean Harry's fans in a long time. 

Scrolling through Twitter on my IPhone, I look at the trends. 

My heart stoped. There are trends like #KatTheHeartBreaker #KatherineTheNextTaylorSwift #KatherineDoesn'tDeserveNiall #StayStrongLou&Niall 

Oh my gosh, how does this spread around so fast? How can "Directioners" be so mean? 

I decided to write a tweet; 

Thanks guys, I had to take a break with Niall because you all know what I'm currently going through and I can't cheat on Niall with Lou. I thought you guys understood me. You so called Directioners are suppose to support the girlfriends/siblings of One Direction, not freaking hate on them.

Well im probably going to get hate, but i have to speak my mind. I can't let them walk all over me. But whatever, I'll probably get used to it. 

just like every other famous person. well im sorta famous. yeah.