Cruciātus (poem)

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Fine lines down my thighs,

Rough lines between my thighs

Like a hammer against silk

Like cutting through bone with a knife.


I fall, I fall

Ripped flesh,

Scarlet fluid

Purple discoloration.


Dawn secrets

Shattered spirits

Chained screams

Tightened hearts.


The devil we let in, they say

The devil lets himself in, I try to scream

To fight, I try

To win, I won't accomplish.



Drowned by betrayal

Oh, oh

Exorbitant shame

Oh, oh.



The voices, the voices

They say: run away

The voices, the voices

They say: don't suffocate.


Pure into this world I came

Sin has touched me

Divine, I'm no longer

Leave will I, cloaked by shame.

I suffered a lot writing this poem, thinking about all the women who have been sexually assaulted or have suffered a gender crime

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I suffered a lot writing this poem, thinking about all the women who have been sexually assaulted or have suffered a gender crime. Things are not great in Mexico, there are more femicides every day and the government isn't doing much about it. They hide in their caves and say everything's all right when things are worse than ever.

This is for every woman out there. I hope one day we don't have to carry around pepper spray and slip our keys between our fingers just in case.

I love you all.

-M

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