Love at Last

Homework, Garys mod, Tori, Cut.......

I'M here to warn you guys that Sabrina will be cutting herself in this chapter!! If you don't like cutting, skip this chapter. There isn't much going on in this chapter so you won't miss anything if you skip ahead a chapter. Peace out.

So far my first day of school went horribly. Not that i was expecting it to be a good day. Tori tripped me in the hallway, and i fell into this guy named chuck. Chuck then called me a freak and that i didn't belong at that school. So i decided to skip the last hour of school. I walked home and I'm now doing my homework. 

(Nx2) + (N-4)+10 when N=11

pretty easy am i right. After i finished my homework i went to my room and turned on my laptop. I got on garys mod and skyped my friends that i met on there. 

"hi", i said

"Sup Sabrina", said josh

"how was your first day of school", asked josh.

"pretty horrible, apparently I'm a thot and a freak so yeah", i said

"awe I'm sorry that people do that to you", said josh.

"thanks for feeling that way, your the only friend i have", i said.

After two hours of prop hunt on garys mod, i disconnected the Skype call, and checked my instagram page. 

"Sabrina, is a ugly thot who always ruins my day when i look at her, you should leave this world Sabrina, you don't belong here" is what Tories post said. my comment, "I'M sorry I'm ugly, I'm sorry i cut, I'm sorry i exist, but honestly tori i know I'm better than to kill myself, you just need to shut your ugly ass self up, its hurts people". I didn't wait for her to respond, i walked over to my vanity and pulled out a Knife i had hidden in my drawer. i held my breath and cut my thighs. no one checks the thighs, they check the wrists.  I felt the unbelievable sting of the blade slicing into my skin. i Liked it more than i did it the first time. i had a adrenaline rush as I sliced again. i had 3slits in my thigh that were gushing blood. i gasped in pain. i must of lost too much blood because i remember passing out.

When i woke up, i was still in my bathroom (Where her vanity was)  and the clock said it was 3:00. There was blood all over my tile. i grabbed a towel and wiped up the floor.As i did so my mum walked in on me.

MUMS POV

Sabrina was laying on the floor, white as a ghost. I saw the knife beside her and looked at her wrists. there were no cuts on her wrists, so i looked on her thighs. There were three deep slits in her thighs. That morning i took Sabrina to the hospital. 

How was it? i Myself kinda think it was a shit chapter, but you guys tell me how you thought. I can take suggestions to what will happen next. I will try to use Everyone of them, if u guys comment suggestions i will give some of the credit to the person who suggested. My next update will probably be sometime next week. I cant update tomorrow because i have a volleyball camp. But hopefully Before Thursday i will update again. Bye Baes! -Sydney <3