you rejected me so I'm moving on

Confession, Time to see what he has been wanting to say

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I mentally was yelling at myself. I Was so stupid i let it slip. Dean looked at me and grasp my hands. "Please tell me what i herd is real" he asked. I looked him in the eyes. "Yes it is " i whispered. I was exspecting him to yell, scream, or call me a freak for liking him but he simply sighed. I felt a pain from my chest. I turn away and slapped myself. Of course Dean wouldnt like me what there to like. Im weak, not pretty, and i am a burdden. I felt something wet slide my checck. I wiped it and smelt the salt. I was crying over him. First Sean, know Dean who else is gonna make me cry today. I felt the bed shift and I could feel Dean breath on my neck.

"Why are you crying" he asked. I only nodded my head no. "Come on answer me" he pressed on. "I cant" i whispered whipping more tears away. He moved again and he sat up. I wasnt suspecting what he did next. He grasped my waist lifting me up into his lap. I cursed him for his alpha strenght. "Tell me" he said with force to his tone. I looked up to him. I felt a snap and i mentally wanted to yell. "Look i understand if you dont like me like that im use to this ok. I will never be loved by anyone. Im a outcast and no guy will like me because of Sean rejection. I thought i could be strong enough to ingnore it but since i see everyone happy i couldnt keep it in. Im tired of being rejected. Im not weak like everyone says i act like it but inside my beast wants to be let out to kill everyone. She blood thirsty and she is evil. " i half yelled. Dean grabbed my face. "Look i never said i didnt like you and here a little info for you. I love you and i am happy that Sean gave you up" he said.

I snapped my head up. "I.... I cant believe this" i said in utterly shock. He kissed my fore head. "I alwaysed liked you since we were kids. I was scared when my real mate died as i met her that if i let my feelings out you would dissapere to" he said. His confession made me smile. I just know that this wouldnt last. The energy burning inside me is what i fear the most. If i let myself go i might end up hurting people. "Dont worry I will help find a cure to your beast it might be because she has a hatred to Sean and once she kills him shell settle down" he said. I could feel her inside and she was calm in Dean arm. 'Trust him' she whispered.

Ok im really sorry for the long upload but i have been getting request for a upload so i finally did it. This chapter is ok so i hope you like.

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