you rejected me so I'm moving on

My feelings for him

Sorry for the lond delay but i have been on break

After waking up every few hours afraid that Sean would come and kill me. I manage to lay still after hearing Lizzy breathing. I have had it with guys the only ones i can stand are Dean, Max, and Alpha. Every time i look around someone out for my blood. I am so glad that i have some careing people in my lkife or i would of killed my self. I finally gave up on sleep and went downstairs. I tighten up my robe and got a glass of water. I sat at the bar in one of the high chairs and drunk. I layed my head on the cool counter. Maybe i need to get away from all the drama around here. Maybe i can talk lizzy into making a trip to Florida. Then again i could always ask Dean to talk to his Alpha and i could go with him. My wolf growl in my head. I look over my shoulder to see the blonde standing with only bottoms and a bra. She gave me a smirk and walk to me. "I dont get how you could be Sean mate even tho i am" she said. "Im not his mate ok i dont give a damn about him" i sneered. She looked at me and scrap her nails across the counter. "Your so lucky tho most females would go crazy and kill there self after there mates rejected them so how are you even here" she said in a fake inocent voice. "It becuse i have real friends in my life" I SAID. "Its not like i fuck all mine" i said. She slam her fist down near me. I didnt move or flinch when she saw that she growl. "Just go and dissapear please" she said. "why dont you go back up there and fuck him and leave me the helll alone. Im not the weak girl i use to be and i will tear you apart" i growl. She was about to say something when she looked over my shoulderr. I turn and saw Dean only in shorts. "What is going on down here" he asked. "Im just leaving" she said. She pushed passed him and i turn back right. I layed my head down on the cool counter. I herd Dean walk up to me and he began to rub my back. "You ok" he asked. "No i cant sleep i have people always on my back to leave i need a break or im gonna lose it" by now i was up and looking at him. "Come on and sleep with me" he said. I was shock but i got up. When we were kids we would do this all the time. "Sure" i said.

I went up right behind him as we walk up stairs. I totally forgot that i was gonna sleep with Dean. The hot change and everything. Oh shit crap crap crap. I stop and dean turn. "Dont tell me your scared to sleep with the big bad wolf now are you" he said in a soft whisper. "Na im not scared just thought of something" i answered. He laugh and grab my hand.We went into his room and i was suprise by how clean it was. Dean layed on the right next to the window. He patted the left side. "Well come on like old times" he said. I hesitated but walk over to the bed. I guess i was taking forever because he grip my hand pulling me into the bed and right on his bare chest. I could hear the pounding of his calm heart. My cheecks were burning as this happen. "Your so slow" he said. I chuckled and pushed away laying on my back. Dean stretch pass me and turn the light off. He started to move around and i felt his breath against my neck. My cheecks burn a crisiom red and i stifle my breath. "Go to sleep i dont bite" he said. "Humph move over fat ass" i said. "You think im fat" he whinned. I felt something wet and the smell of salt hit my nose strong. "No dont cry i didnt mean it your really hot and i love you" i said. I clamp my hand over my mouth. "You what" he said.