The loudest scream in the world,
the silent cries.
All your problems are shouting,
bursting, filling inside.
They are just like loudest things in the world.
I may be strong outside,
But I'm weak asf in the inside.
I don't let my feelings show,
they don't understand me.
It will looks like overreacts.
In this darkness,
I can't control the waterfalls from my eyes.
They care about me,
But they're missing out one thing,
they should be serious at my words too.
No, please don't laugh at it.
No, please don't make me feel like I'm useless.
Is it because I talk a lot while I'm very serious? Just why?
I am trying to solve your problems
with all my might.
I was just trying to share my ways and they've all worked too.
I'm just trying to open up to someone.
I'm speaking up for myself as they told me to.
I want to save, i want to be a superhero,
Wanting to solve all the problems I could.
But most of all, I feel useless, a nothing.
I really need a Namjoon right now.
-14/11/2019
