'I'm sorry too, but I can't stay awake at night crying to myself. Damn, I can't even fall asleep because of you...' He paused, looking down on the floor, probably not wanting to make eye contact with me. 'You caused me so much pain, don't you realize that? That-' I cut him off saying 'I realized it too late... I'm really sorry, please if you give me-' He cut me off, 'I'm afraid I can't give you another chance. It's been me who kept on forgiving. Joshua, I can't take it anymore.' He then fell.
'SEOKMIN NO!!' I woke up in cold sweat. I had another dream of "that day", it's been keeping me up eversince the incident happened.
Hoshi, and the others have been worried about me. They told me that they're here for me. I doubt that they were concerned for Seokmin, only Wonwoo cared about him.
I regret not listening to his point of view.
I ran to Hoshi's room with tears emitting from my eyes.
I opened his door and woke him up.
'Joshua, it's 3am why?' He asked me half-asleep. After his eyes adjusted, he finally realized why I woke him up. He hugged me tightly. Instead of saying words like "It's okay" he told me 'Just let your tears out' I finally realized that he really cares.
I guess I was stubborn to notice that they cared. I wasn't with Seokmin the whole time, so I don't have any reason to assume.
'Hoshi, I can't sleep' I said while clinging onto him like a koala.
I felt sorry for Hoshi. I keep on waking him up at different times because of my dreams.
'I'm sorry Hoshi'
'What? Why're you sorry?' He looked at me with a questionable look.
'I keep on waking you up at different times'
A/N's Note:
Lmao I'm sorry for being a lazy ass. I'll probably continue this. Huhuuuu
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FanfictionThe stories in this book is fiction. If you've read stories like this, then it is coincidental. I do not own Seventeen. They are real people and anything that happens in this book aren't connected to their real lives, this is just pure imagination.
