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Stupid Feelings ; Soonhoon

Soonyoung talked to Jihoon on a social media platform called Kakaotalk. Jihoon never thought of having feelings for Soonyoung but as the time passed, Jihoon found himself falling for Soonyoung.

As time passed, they both grew closer. Their friends started shipping them. Both blushing at the teases given by their friends. What their friends don't know, is that both of them had confessed their feelings for each other but not answered the question "Will you be mine?". None of the two thought about that question. They weren't in a relationship but for them it felt like they were in one.

A few misunderstandings here and there, but they still were together. A few weeks later, they got into a misunderstanding, Jihoon knew that they would go back together. Jihoon was patient, but days, became weeks, and soon it became months. Jihoon soon lost hope. His friends told him that there's still hope and some said he should move on. Jihoon didn't know whether he wanted to let Soonyoung go or not. He became getting sadder. He didn't look the same. He didn't look happy anymore. He hoped Soonyoung noticed that Jihoon was hurting. To Jihoon, Soonyoung looked like he didin't care.

Jihoon was questioning himself. "How did Soonyoung move on and forget all the memories they had?" Jihoon was frustrated.

Jihoon didn't know what Soonyoung was doing, but a friend of Soonyoung accidentally slipped a word or two to Jihoon. "Soonyoung has been bullying Jihoon behind his back" Jihoon was torn into pieces. He was hurt. He cried a river and not inform any of his friends.
Jihoon cried the most. This was the first time in 4 years that's he's cried that much.

Jihoon didn't know whether to get mad or get hurt, but all he knew was that either choice will result to him crying. He wished he didin't fall for Soonyoung, he wished Soonyoung didn't talk to him. He wished to replay everything.

A few months passed and Jihoon had finally moved-on, or so he thought. He was talking on the phone with his friend, Joshua about his crush.

"okay, i have no experience to that because like it's sad-"

"how tho-"

"one name. soonyoung."

"it ain't sad. you're the one who left him."

"It wasn't me. Did Soonie- Soonyoung twist the story?" Jihoon thought to himself.

"it wasn't me."

"oh of course it isn't you, nice joke jihoon."

"did he tell you i was the one-"

"yea, hoon."

"he didn't ask for my side of the story tho."

"honestly hoon, first of all, you avoided him-"

"he can't even bring himself to talk to me in real life shua."

"secondly, you were flirting with wonwoo and coups."

"they're my best friends for fucks sake."

"here's some advice hoon, when you like someone, only focus on that person. once you fuck up, boom. there goes everything."

"he could've listened to my point of view shua."

"you should be careful of others feelings"

"They have to be careful with mine too." Jihoon mumbled trying not to let Joshua hear what he said.

"he never assumed of your actions hoon."