"Y'all I'm single again" I told live and sipped my wine.
Folks kept asking where Kelly?
"He in his skin, ion wanna hear or see shit else about that nigga. It's best that I stay single, ion want no nigga in my DMs trynna talk" I said.
"I just want somebody body, to treat me like somebody body. Don't be like everybody body, all u gotta do is love me for me baby" meme sung.
"I want a real nigga, y'all I'm back I need another hood nigga" I said and drunk my alcohol.
@KashCow: Why u do Rubi like that today?
"I told that hoe for the longest stop playing with me, told her if I catch her ima dog walk her ass and I stood to my damn word" I said.
@TheRubiRose: it wasn't a fair fight hoe, I want a rematch
"Bitch we can, we all know it was fair. I gave u time then I got tired of waiting so I beat yo ass boom." I said.
"Periodt" my girls said.
My song came on.
I propped the phone up.
"Hit the strip after school Couldn't wait 'til I got outta class Used to stare at the clock and shit Before all this rap shit I was gang-bangin' And doin' high-speeds on the cops and shit And I'm straight from the Chi' But I ball like a king up in Cali' And shoot like Stojaković Keep applying that pressure, I go on the run It ain't no lettin' up, ain't no stoppin' it Had to tell my lil brother to chill, gotta stay in the house Come outside, he be poppin' shit You ain't heard about us? Well, you need to go watch the news Niggas know we be droppin' shit Got the feds on my ass in the hood 'Cause they think I'm the one who been buyin' them Glocks and shit I'm just focused on music, they say my last tape was a classic But I got some hotter shit I be rockin' a show, or if I'm not up in the stu' Then I'm fuckin' this cash off Don't you know Polo G, skinny-tall with the dreads That lil nigga be rappin' his ass off Yeah, I heard she got surgery, still wanna climb from the back Just to see if her ass soft Go like Harden, with rockets we blast off Tried to throw us some bullets but we made 'em fumble Like now you ain't gettin' that pass off Spin the block, now I'm takin' my mask off Hit the gas like we racin', speed off in them foreigns And leave tire marks on the asphalt It's gon' be RIP once your ass caught He like frontin', we knockin' his cap off 'Nother day, a new chain on or a MAC bought All this ice got me freezin' like Jack Frost (4 time)"
"That boy a bitch, that's his dad fault (bitch) If you play, then you late, we could crash out (let's go) When I up in his shit, bet it's man down In BOA pullin' them bands out (cash) DOA, bitch, I get your mans out A rockstar from the block, I stand out Came from nothin', I fuck my advance up When I hit the game with my flow, niggas ran off (no cap) Fuck it, I'm not your average Joe When I leave the house I tuck it I'm rich, I don't shop on no budget He clutchin', my lil youngin want him a bucket (score) I hop on this bitch and run it If I said it, I seen it or done it These lil niggas never robbed nobody, ain't caught no body And ain't gettin' no money (cap) Where I'm from it's sports or gunplay We looked up to the killers and dealers But even them niggas won't make it out one day Before my first M, I been had hood fame Took off like I was on the runway I'm a star but still post on the one way Them niggas talk but they won't play We let them guns sing like the choir on Sunday" I rapped baby daddy part and started twerking as they recorded me.
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"YESSSS BITCHHH this ass move" I said once I finished and laughed.
My phone started ringing and I declined when I saw it was Khalick.
"Y'all I'll be back, baby daddy calling me. Might be a emergency" I said as I ended the live and called him back.
I walked out on the patio.
"Where u at?" He asked.
"I'm at the house why?"
"I'm sorry if I ruined ur relationship"
"Khalick it's too late, he dumped me. Well not really he just said we can't be together and I kinda took that too far and didn't let him say we are done part. I just skipped right to the chase and kicked his ass out" I said.
"That's yo problem"
"Ahh shut the fuck up, Ian ask u. Where my child?"
"She still at Ma Kirk house"
"Then why u calling me?" I asked.
"Pull up" he told me.
"I'm good. U got a girlfriend remember, u made ur side bitch your girlfriend. Don't deserve a piece of me no more"
"We broke up, I realized she wasn't what and who I needed in my life right now" he said.
"And Who do u need in your life right now?"
"You" he said and I went into Shock. ______________________________
"Ugh I miss your dog ass too" I said as I laid on his chest.
"I wrote you some I want you to read" he said and I sat up and read the letter he gave me.
"Words can't describe how sad I am right now knowing that you have given up on me. The worst part is knowing it is my own fault because I didn't listen to you and give you the space you needed. I am so sorry for all the stupid things I have said and done. You are the most amazing girl I have ever met, and the best girlfriend/baby momma any guy could want. You are truly beautiful on the inside and out. It's hurting me so much to know I have ruined it with you. I've ruined your heart. If only there was a reset button I could press because I love you so much. I wish you were here so you could see the tears My heart is heavy with hurt, those tears are now my hurt. I feel the shame because I now only realize the hurt I caused you! You may never forgive me. I may be too late. You may already be gone. Or should I say that I am the one who may be gone, from your heart. Thinking about all of this and how much I hurt the best girlfriend in the world just makes me cry. I do realize though it isn't close to the hurt you must have felt from the pain I caused in your heart. I wish one day to again have this heart I have damaged so badly. Have it open up and forgive this foolish guy who took so long to see the pain and hurt he caused. But, it may not. It's your heart's choice. One that will not happen overnight. It may not even happen in time before some greater soul than mine finds it and cherishes it as it deserves. Please forgive me. For I only know now how it must of hurt and I understand the pain. I never really did before. Now I that I know what that pain feels like I will never ever subject it on anyone else. I hope you will give me the chance to prove it." He said without looking at the paper and I saw a tear roll down his face for the first time ever.
I wiped his tear and then wiped my tear. That was the first time he ever in the 2 years of us being together, he has never apologized like that.
We both have made mistakes, his ass cheated but I cheated as well. I'm not saying it's right at all under any circumstances.
It's been a month and every since they moved out I have noticed change in his ass since he has been without me.
I took a deep breath and hugged him.
He ended up laying on my chest and we fell asleep after talking things out.
