AFFECTION | m.yg

F I V E

* Listen to the song *
You were a mistake, you still are. It was a mistake me and your mom did. When we found out she was pregnant I was happy until we found out about the gender, I told your mom to get rid of you but she didn't. So here I am dealing with you. I never wanted you but just for your mom I tried, which I failed and I don't regret it." Mr. Kim said.
Y/N's POV
WTF
My brothers were in shock and my mom was hanging her head down being quite.
" Mom is it true? Is dad saying the truth?". Taehyung asked.
" Yes....." My mom mumbled.
I was speechless.
For years I lived with a family that didn't want me.
I couldn't take it anymore, I just ran into my room.
" Y/N!!". Taehyung shouted.
" Is this what you guys wanted. I'm disgusted dad and you mom I'm disappointed. What the fuck is wrong with you guys." He snapped and ran upstairs.
* knock knock *
" Go away."
" it's me, tae."
" Go away Taehyung."
He just slammed the door open.
" Yah, I didn't allow you to come in."
" yeah so I would wait out there so you could self harm."
" H-how did you know?".
" You think I'm stupid? Who the fuck wears a fucking hoodie in summer, and whenever you would wear a T-shirt I could see your cuts. Why? Why y/n?". He spoke softly.
" All these years you didn't care then why do you care now?!?".
" I always cared about you!!"
" Don't fucking lie Taehyung!! If you really cared about me the least you could do was comforting me, but you know what? You didn't. I went through a lot and what did you do? You just sat there looking at me getting beaten up, not only you this goes for those two too. So please just leave me alone and live your life without caring about me just like before."
" Y/n-"
" Get out."
" Lis-"
" I SAID GET OUT!!".
He stood up and walked to the door. I turned around thinking he left, when suddenly someone hugged me from behind.
" I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you when you needed me. I'm sorry I allowed dad to do those stuff to you. But do you know how many times I cried myself to sleep because of that. I tried, I swear to god I tried. I told dad to please stop but he didn't, he never listened to me. But believe me Y/n, I tried but I think I failed as a brother to protect you. I know you will not forgive but just know that I'm so sorry."
At this point he was crying. I turned around and looked into his eyes. He wasn't lying, his eyes showed everything.
I hugged him and started crying on his shoulder.
He hugged me back almost immediately and started crying his eyes out.
After that night me and Taehyung got really close. My dad would still abuse me from time to time but Taehyung was there to protect me, I started ignoring my mom and my two brothers.

3 years went by, Taehyung left because dad kept on on forcing him to do the job he never loved, he moved to France. His there to become a model. He cut lines with everyone except for me.
Seokjin and Namjoon are still under my father's control, they weren't brave enough to disobey him.
And my mom started to protect me from my dad's abusing after Tae left.
Days went by until that horrible night came.
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The night my family didn't me anymore.
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To Be Continued
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