AFFECTION | m.yg

T H R E E

" It all started 13 years ago."
13 years ago
Little y/n just turned 5. She thought that since she got older her life would be more interesting.
Well..... Little did she know that the beginning of her horrible life.
Later that night
*slap*
" Didn't I tell you to not ask about presents!". Mr. Kim shouted.
" B-but d-daddy t-today is m-my b-birthday."
" I don't care. Your grounded, go to your room right now. And if you leave your room your gonna regret it."
3 hours later
" Jin, psst, Jinnie, Seokjinnie."
" What do you want?! Your gonna get me in trouble too." Stated her 11 years old brother.
" But I'm thirsty, Can you please bring me some water?". The young girl said with a pleading voice.
" Nope. Not gonna happen. Dad warned all of us that if we do anything for you we're going to get in trouble. Now sleep before dad comes and beats both of us."
That night the young girl cried herself to sleep.
Why did her father hate her?
The abusing continued for 5 years. Non of her brothers helped her. The only person that stood up for her was her mother, which she couldn't do anything about it or Mr. Kim would hurt her.

It was a peaceful night, her father took her brothers out for some father-son time.
And she was having dinner with her mother.
" Mom."
" Hmm?".
" What is depression?".
Mrs. Kim chocked on her water. When she calmed down she cleared her throat.
" Umm...depression....hmm...well depression means when someone is really sad, never happy, always in themselves. Yeah that's what depression means."
" So do I have depression?".
" WHAT?!? No no no Sweetheart. Your only sad, that's it. Oh look at the time it's getting late, you should go to bed. Good night sweetie."
" Good night."

* Did mom really think I'm that dumb.* She thought to herself.

One more year passed but nothing changed, in fact it got worse.
One day she was at school and she was hanging out with her friends.
" Omg guys, last night my mom caught my older sister cutting herself. She was mad."
They all gasped, well except for y/n.
" Omg that's awful."
" Does your sister have depression?". Y/n asked.
" I think, because she was talk about it with my mom, why?".
" When people have depression most of them cut themselves."
" Oh. And how do you know that. We didn't learn about these before. By any chance do you have depression and you do all of those stuff?".
Her friends waited for a response but she ignored them and went to her next class.
After school
*Salp*
" So now you go and teach your friends about depression? Did I raise you like that? Huh?!". Mr. Kim shouted.
" No dad. They asked about it and I told them what I knew."
" Just go to your room. I don't have the time to deal with your bullshit. And from tomorrow your going to be homeschooled, I don't want you to embarrass us more than this. GO!".
Y/n went straight to her room and locked the door.
She was about to do something she never thought she would do and that is...
.
.
.
Self harming

She took out her cutter and started cutting. At first it hurt but after three cuts she didn't feel the pain anymore.
This went on for 4 years. The cutting and the abusing didn't stop, But most importantly the pain in he heart didn't go away.
At this moment y/n was 15. And she thought to herself that tonight she is going be brave and ask her dad why does he hate her so bad.
At the dinner table.
" Dad."
" What?".
" Why do you hate me so much?".
At this point everyone stopped eating. They were all shocked by her question.
" All of you go to your rooms."
" But mo-"
" No buts, go to your rooms NOW."
They all went to their rooms.
Except for y/n, she was standing behind the wall just to listen to their conversation.
" What will you answer her now, Huh?". Asked Mrs. Kim.
" I'm going to tell her the truth ."
" What truth?".
.
.
.
" That she was a mistake."

To be continued...
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