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Me

I try to live
But I'm actualy dying
I try to give
But I'm actualy losing
I try to fight
But I'm actualy weak
I try to smile
But I'm actualy acting

I'm tired of all these tries
I'm tired of all this fails
I'm tired of all false hope
I'm tired of walkig forward
Tired of wearig all that masks

I'm walking in circels
And nothig changes
I'm working hard
And nothig happens

I just want to be normal
Like everyone else
But my mind is a prision
And that never changes

I'm not normal
And I don't fit in
But I won't care anymore
I will just live

My mind is a prison
I will never escape
Can never get free
'Cause it'll be forever like that
Forever me

~*~*~

I wrote this a while ago, so it's a little bit different from the other poems. And I swear to my books I'm not in this mood all the time, it's just that I have shoots of inspiration when I'm in terrible mood.

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